Wow so I was adopted and then grew up and ended up get sent off to a boarding school. Which is like what was the point of adopting me bringing me to America for the wonderful American education at HYDE. I must say that if u are a parent and you are thinking about sending your kid to a school that might help them in some way, cross out hyde from your list of possibilities unless u want your kid to hold some kind of anger resentment on u after they graduate or even go there for a year. People call it a cult but I don?t think it?s a cult at all. Its actually a place for kids to get ass raped and there life?s fucked with ? during the summer I had to start my life all over again and find out who I really was. They tell you that you need to change who you are, and then when you leave that place its like u look about on it and think wait sooo who am I? Imagine if everyone was like Joe Gauld 
I remember when I watched my fellow classmates so up there and make amazing speeches and knowing that they were ?dirty? and then I remember going up there to get that document and not making a speech? I didn?t get to express my opinion because I was doing the things that I wanted to do? and what I did didn?t hurt anyone? then I remember the day that I got to college and sat down and was like how do you write a college essay? they taught us how to write the 5 paragraph essay? what the fuck did I learn in HIGH school? Live is not getting up at 6am cleaning room and walking to breakfast and then going to get your meds and then you go to class all doped up on your meds and the day just flies bye next thing you know your at sports and then taking a shower going to dinner, study hall, dorm, dealing with bullshit in your dorm, and then you don?t to sleep until 11 or 12 not because of studying but because you are responsible for everyone else?s shit?.. that is not life, that is not the fucking real world? now I have to deal with making up a semester because I got to college and just sat here thinking WOW that was 4 years of bullshit my parents just wasted 170,000 dollars
CAROLINE!! Aaah, I love you. After I left, sometimes I wondered about you and Cait, and if you ever became brainwashed. I'm glad you didn't.
