I won't use your name! LOL, again..........
So, to the OP-
I LOL at the fact of you posting long explainitory posts about this and other stuff. And Yet it was YOU who use to bash me for posting about honest things I was going through and Asking for help or understanding. It was You who went on and on about " This isn't where to find help, if I needed it" and "These people don't care" It was YOU who bantered me about sooooo many things. Welp, you know what? What ever I posted here HELPED me, and that is all that matters. All my dreams of camping and living FREE, You made fun of! But I LOL, because WHO is it that IS living FREE now? Me, is who. Obvioulsy not you. I say get help not because it is the thing people say here... I say get help because everyone can benefit from some kind of supportive person or group. See, you have used up the people's energy here, not many have anything more to give to you..... Which I do not fault them for. We all have our limits and it is obvious most have reached theres, including YOU. My limit was reached long ago with you and I never even let you get into my RL. I can not imagine what it's like to have to be on the phone with you, which apparently you have tried to do to every single person here (exchange phone numbers) After you say.... Don't trust anyone here, excpet yourself...so some people have fallen victim to your trap and exchanged numbers. It is YOU who collects peoples information here, You. It is You, you fear. You know what is possible, because of all the things you think about and then eventually you think someone MUST be doing these things (stalking) and well low and behold, YOU must be the target.... I'm w/ carmel on this, This is your ego.
See, does it really matter if someone is stalking you? Nope. Change what you can and forget the rest. Ok, be a little suspicious of everything, that's cool. so am I. BUT when it starts to destroy your life, find a new way to protect yourself. Your brain is Your and everyones worst ememy. Straight taught us that. After all the nasty crap you have posted to people, Your own guilt is destroying you. Your own insecurity and general unhappiness is killing you. That is sad, and the people here who do believe you are part of a larger group..... are telling you to get some help... I agree w/ them. And if not, try out RTPs thing.. I think it's a viable idea and may even use it in my owm life when I need to.
Don't forget, My beliefs are a little strange.. I do beleive we manifest what we think. I do believe you are manifesting what you believe. It's so obvious. All the Attetion you have brought to your self, all the people you freely give your # to.. all the people you have opened yourself to.. Why wouldn't you feel afraid? I would, hell I didnt exchange all that personal info.. and there were times when I felt weird. BUT NEVER have I thought so highly of myself that I KNEW I was the Target of a Straightlingstalker. That to me is very self centered... Who are you to think you consume so much of somenes time and energy? I highly doubt you are in fact the VICTIM of a stalker, but if you are...go to the police.... I am Sure they will find you Some HELP.. one way or another.
Remember? Fornits is not the place to find comapssion? You told me that yourself! So stop.... stop looking for attention from people you proclaim to not even respect. What does that say about yourself? You are asking people you have spent years bashing for help, ROFL... I LOL so much at that. You have used it all up... Until you give energy back into this circle, you will get none from it. Get it?
Now, close the window and Free yourself from this forum for awhile. It does wonders, I swear. Go in peace, EP. All I have ever wanted for anyone on this entire planet is some peace.
Oh yea, on the Pirate thing... I do not fault you for that. yes I can see how you could drive someone to drink.. But NEVER is it ok to threaten another, for any reason (excpet to physically defend yourself) And Thank you for..., well just Thank you. His moon sign(not specified due to personal reference), what can I say.. except I am not suprised, a little stunned, but not suprised. I divorced one not so long ago after 11 yrs. Just Thank You EP. alot.
Find some peace chica, it's out there. Go lose the world, find yourself... you can't be all that bad

I wasn't so bad, when I found myself again...
See this is what I mean by... Know when to hold em, know when to walk away, know when to run...
Stop running and try just slowly walking away... people tend to treat you like a walker then, not a runner
Sorry so long, I have tons to say to her though.... I think I bided my time and deserve a long post especially to Her....And fuck grammer and stuff.. I am in a hurry
~WD