Not for the light at heart.
Sometimes, my posts can disturb me as well. I just haven?t quite figured out who the hell is on my team. I do know some, but others of you are flakes in the wind. Blown To and Fro. No one likes anyone who sits in the middle, you?ll catch all the shit won?t ya? I personally don?t want to hear about how people are grateful to the program. Or hey lets go to a ?closed meeting? and sing some fucking songs. Do ya?ll really think this is o.k. considering the terrible things that went on inside. You all helped and even I. It makes me sick. I am for you, and I tell the truth. But you may see me as the enemy because you have no light inside of you yet. But it will come if you ask. Do you remember the beatings, the suicides and attempts, the carvings, the humiliation, the brainwashing, deceit, power trip and the lies to go with it? They even did these things to our families. They stole my friends, my true friends. They took my school away. They destroyed my family for about five fucking years after and still some, and if they had gotten my ?siblings? they would have done the same to them. And if they could get my children they would do the same. What In the world does thestraights.com stand for? It sure as hell isn?t for their support. Y?all make me sick when I hear y?all (and I say y?all because you aren?t the same as me, you have the spirit of Sembler) give support to such a sadistic place. Shame on you not me it is you that cannot see. I am here to support those who have the same heart and defend my brothers and sisters. Whomever they may be.
It is o.k. for you to go and I wish you well because one day I will have to go as well maybe sooner than I know.
Once again I don?t care if you don?t want to support the cause but if you WANT TO TELL ME IT WAS ALL O.K, DON?T, keep the fuck away. DECEIVED. I thought when I found this forum everyone could see the truth but once again I am faced with the chains of ?straight?. Let us break them
