I was asked by the directors/staff if I was upset or jealous when one of my peers moved up and I was still behind in posistion. At times I was. They would go out together to the movies and there I was left behind. Like I said at times it did suck.
As long as I was not shotdown I was cool. I could read and draw and smoke. I was a-ok. I would whip out my bullshit chore and sit back and chill. I would write notes in my own "language" about everyone and everything I saw. My idea of fun I guess. Whatever got you by right?
It was Elan after all. I had to do what I had to like everyone else did what they felt they had to. Be it right or wrong. We were kids after all we did not know all the answers back in the day.
I never did INTENTIONALLY hurt anyone in my house. I don't speak for others. I think some of them people were truly sadistic suck up bastards. IMHO.
Out of all of my peer I was hands down the biggest fuck up of all time!
When I got home and started hooking up with everyone again I was floored when they would show up and were fucked up 10 different ways from Sunday. You name it they did it or became it. I was a fucking angel in comparison. Almost.
Graduating from that dump did not mean you would be set for life. Life is life. Elan only taught me how fucking cruel people could be in "real" life. How dog eat dog the world truly was. A lesson I did not want nor need to learn BEFORE the age of 17.
I am sad for everyone exposed to Elan. Sad. Truly sad.
That place was nothing but a way for them to milk the shit out of insurance companies/school districts. They billed your family outrageous amounts of money, for the cheapest hygiene products money can buy. Elan is a scam IMO.
And for the Idiots who come here and brag about *How they got an Elan Diploma* Who the fuck cares :exclaim:
I was gave the same song and dance by the directors before I signed out. Oh you will fail in life, you dont have the tools to succeed in life, yadda yadda yadda. Well I happened to turn out to be pretty damn successful if I do say so myself. I built a business from the ground up, own 2 homes and take pride and do quality work for all my clients.
Elan and their loser wannabe therapists are total Idiots and couldn't make it in the real world. That is why they had no choice but to stay up there and seek employment with Elan, because nobody else would hire them. Especially Kruglik :exclaim:
They feel inferior to people their own ages and cannot look them in the eye, so what is the remedy for them :question: Work at Elan and abuse children as young as 12 years old. Nice fuckin life guys, we are all so real proud of you Inferior under achievers.
That must make you feel real big and bad, to make a young child stand up in front of the house and scream and yell at them and make them cry. You better hope that it doesnt come back to haunt you one day, because what comes around, goes around, take your stupid new resident plaques and shove them deep inside your asses. Fuck you Elan and your stupid philosophies.