WELL LIFE IS VERY MUCH DIFFERENT TODAY IF I WOULD LIKE MORE FOOD I DONT HAVE TO EARN TALK TO GET ANOTHER SLICE OF BREAD. I WOULD DREAM OF FOOD ALL DAY LONG. SOUNDS PRETTY PATHETIC I KNOW BUT THATS ALL I WANTED WAS SOME GOOD FOOD. I HATED MYSELF SO MUCH THAT I COULD CARE LESS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME. LOOKING BACK AT IT NOW I SEE REALITY. I DID NEED HELP TO DEAL WITH NORMAL TEENAGE ISSUES I HAD. DID I NEED BRAINWASHING AND TORTURE NO. I AM SO GLAD TODAY MY LIFE IS NOT LIKE IT ONCE WAS I USED TO THINK THAT I WOULD BE AT KIDS FOREVER. THATS VERY SCARY. I WAS SO SCARED TO COP OUT THAT I SAT THERE FOR YEARS CONVINCING MYSELF THAT I HAD A DISEASE. THE ONLY DISEASE I HAD WAS ASTHMA. ( NOT TRYING TO BE FUNNY)I REGRET ALL THE TIME I WAS IN THERE BUT, LISTEN TO ME MY FRIENDS THERE IS A WAY THAT WE CAN USE THAT TO OUR ADVANTAGE. I AM FAR FROM BEING A LOSER LIKE I WAS. SURE I STRUGGLE BUT IM HONEST WITH MYSELF. WE ALL (DEPENDING ON HOW LONG YOU WERE AT KIDS)MUST REALIZE WE ARE DIFFERENT FROM THE OUTSIDE WORLD. WE HAVE SOMETHING THAT WE EXPIERIENCED THAT ONLY LIKE HALF A PERCENT OF THE NATION CAN RELATE TO MAYBE EVEN LESS. KIDS DESTROYED MY LIFE BUT NOW I AM TEN TIMES STRONGER THAN BEFORE I WENT IN GROUP.
