Hi, I'm Andrea Christensen. I was in Kids from '89 in Jersey then to SLC through Lifeline to '91. I figure that this may be the last (well, hope) thing that I need to do to be free of my nightmares.
Since I got out they have luckily dwindled from every night to now once a month. I think it's a good sign that now I actually escape. For years I had a conglomeration of the church I went to growing up (Mormon) and Kids or Lifeline.
Well anyway, I tried for years not to think too much about all of it. I struggled with depression and suicide. Now I am coping with my life alot better and am really happy more often than not.
People tell me that I'm a strong person which I never seemed to think before. Maybe something good comes out of every bad thing. Not that I would ever wish to go through anything that bad again.
Sometimes I wonder what everyone is doing and it's good to see that so many people seem to have made out okay. I wish I could say the same for my brother :silly:
There are definately some people I wish that I knew now. I'm not sure that anyone remembers me I was so quiet back then. It's kind of funny to think that now because I'm pretty obnoxious and dress very loudly.
Well I'll shut up now.
Good bye,
Darwin Loves You
The mind is not a vessel to be filled but a fire to be kindled.
-- Plutarch