No one did a goddamn thing to you, Beth.
No one gives a fuck about you enough to drive to your town and stalk you, or whatever. Get over yourself and quit blaming other people for your problems.
Yeah, maybe you trusted some people you shouldn't have, it happens all the time to lots of people. The thing to do is to move on, get on with your life, and ignore those people, not continue to post about them and call them names. Whatever they did, and I'm sure it's nothing more than things YOU have done, it would be better for YOU to take the high road and quit making yourself look like a delusional, spiteful brat.
I don't give a fuck one way or the other what stupid little drama went down over the phone between you and these people, whatever it was, I'm sure you combined it with your paranoid delusions. I'm not saying that to be mean, I honestly think you have someissues that you would be smart to deal with--issues that have nothing to do with Mike or Lisa.
I don't take any joy in your suffering, but the time when I felt any sympathy or pity for you has long since passed, I am truly indifferent to your suffering, since you don't seem to want to do anything to help yourself, only to slander the people you erroneously perceive as having betrayed you. Look, people can only take so much of your paranoid accusations that they are "playing some kind of game" with you, it's not the case, it's a product of your imagination, and it was annoying as hell to have you phone me to ask me about it. That's one of the reasons you no longer have my phone number. You expect everyone to play along with your fantasies of persecution, and when it is pointed out to you why it logically can not be happening like you think it is, you immediately accuse other people of "being in on it". Your lack of trust made your constant phone calls and weird messages that much more annoying, and made me wonder why the fuck you would call anyone you didn't trust in the first place, and tell them about this "conspiracy" against you. People have shown sympathy for you, people have gone out of their way to help you, and you don't acknowledge any of that, just your own paranoid notions that people on this website have the inclination (or the time or money) to fly to your BFE town and stalk you. That sure as hell ain't the case. You consistently alienate anyone who might have given a damn about you. I take no joy in your suffering, but I don't cry over it either. I am truly indifferent to your pain.
I think it sucks that you continue to wallow in your own delusions, but to drag other people, some of whom I know to be decent, good people, into your fantasy world, is just plain wrong, and creates no sympaty for you, only disdain and contempt.
If you truly want to get over your problems, I suggest some mental health care, with or without meds. I'm not a doctor or psychiatrist, but it doesn't take on eto see that you need some help that no one here can give you, and that no amount of insulting other people will give you.
