Ok, Point well taken. I suppose your perception of the experience is healthier than mine, but I'm just not ready to give up the intense anger I have towards all of it. Maybe I'll laugh about it someday, also. As for those still involved, It just blows my mind that 30ish, 40ish year old adults follow a lifestyle of following orders, reporting their mistakes, and being punished for thier daily sins, no matter who benign.