I was in KIDS of North Jersey In Secaucus for a short time (like a month or two I think in the late 80s or early 90s)I still have nightmares about it. On this site hearing it described as a cult is the correct word to describe it...I don't remember alot of people and many of you may not remember me but I just want you to know that because of the trauma I experienced being there for such a short time, I really hope that all of you who were there for years are Ok now...We were abused and brainwashed and some of us were forced to make up stories about drugs we never used..The whole time I was there I wished I was dead...I would have rather been in solitary confinement in the worst prison in the world than to be in KIDS...it is an experience that has scarred me for life and I'm glad many have taken legal action even though the terrible memories will never ever go away...Good luck to all and as a message to Newton Miller and the rest of his twisted followers I SURVIVED!!! I didn't die like you expected or guaranteed to my parents. I got our of your dictatorship and there is no doubt in my mind you will rot in hell for all the lives you destroyed!!!
