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« on: August 24, 2006, 08:26:56 PM »
I just left Elan 3 weeks ago.
Been in here readin this shit since then, and Ive decided I dont want to end up with a life like all the losers here. I dont want to be angry like the people here, and I find myself getting worked up so often. So I am going to OD on extasy and herion in a few hours.  You people suck. Youre all scary and angry and rude and you all want everyone else to think you are cool, and ok, and dont have a thing to worry about.
Heres something to worry about. How many more Elan people will commit suicide before you assholes start supporting each other, or living unselfishly? You are ALL selfish disturbed assholes.
If you were not, you wouldnt be here.
Elan didnt kill me, I did. The corrupt goverment, the ongoing wars, the dieing planet...the racisist pigs, the abusive, the selfish, the rich who exploit the poor....this is no world I want to live in. Fornits is a good example of the hate and discontent in this world and the people who perpetrate it onto others.
Hope youre all proud to be members/participants of such a sick place.
The Hi yuhs are not funny. nothing is funny. You people waste ALL your time in here and not only ignore the world as it turns to shit...you are part of the shit that makes it an unbearable place to be.

Im sure my parents will find this tomorrow or the next day.
Theres a much more practical letter in my dresser for you if you have not found it yet. I am sorry, but I think my life is my choice to live or not. I am taking my own life because I do not want to live it amongst people like the ones here...all the way up to the ones running the country, the pharmacuetical companies, the manufacturing companies whove exported our jobs. Youll see. This country will be reduced to masters and servants very soon. I cannot be a master, and I will not be a servant.
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« Reply #1 on: August 24, 2006, 08:33:45 PM »
I'm sorry to hear that you're giving up; you sound like a smart enough person, except for that remark about the hi-yuh....
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« Reply #2 on: August 24, 2006, 09:09:59 PM »
Can't take it, never could
Time to end it, wish you would
Friends and family, they're all gone
Life for you is just a con
Dig yourself a hole in the ground
Push up daisies six feet down
Take a dirt nap, buy the farm
Inject a bubble in your arm

[CHORUS]
Kill yourself, kill yourself
Why don't you kill yourself

Don't rely on no one else
End it all just kill yourself

Life is just a one way ticket
Everyone must go around
Here's a bucket go and kick it
Slit your wrists without a sound
When you fo don't make a big deal
No dramatics, don't overplay
Cause don't you know that we'll all fell
Better once you've gone away

Kill yourself, kill yourself
Why don't you kill yourself

You're a loser, there's nothing left for you
A worthless loser, at everything you do

Kill yourself, kill yourself
Why don't you kill yourself
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« Reply #3 on: August 24, 2006, 09:15:05 PM »
I happen to think its one of the fecal trolls ... though your right.Nothing to kill yourself over
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« Reply #4 on: August 25, 2006, 01:02:18 AM »
Forget about fornits. It's not the reason why you feel this way. You've been though a traumatic experience and I'm sure we all understand this... Well, at least 99% of us do. I don't think fornits is the most adequate place to share experiences, but you can use this as a channel to find people that truelly give a shit. Friends help much.
It's up to you to decide wether you should or not end your life. I see much insight in your reflections about society. You're right, its pilars are based on exploitation. This should encourage you not to die, but to live... and give some meaning to your life. Have you heard of class war? People dedicate their lives for fighting against relations between masters and servants. One person can make a difference, insuffiecient to change the world, but enought to form opinions and influence others. If you want to die for the reasons you've written on this board, then die fighting for them, don't die quitting.
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« Reply #5 on: August 25, 2006, 07:40:49 AM »
You my friend are correct. The issues you have mentioned are very real and very serious. You are obviously smart and insightfull. Who says you can't have a wonderfull life?
As for Fornits there are people here who do give a shit my friend.
When people post something serious here people respond to it and do their damndest to help the person who posted. Give us a chance.
I hope you do come back today and see that we all care.
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« Reply #6 on: August 25, 2006, 08:17:09 AM »
You are talking to a dead person. The suicide has been done already, the body lay starting to rot, save your breath.
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« Reply #7 on: August 25, 2006, 08:29:51 AM »
Fornits and racism and the pharmecutical companies are no reasons to kill yourself. Do not use these things as your excuse to do so.
No matter what you do not have to give up. You can have a life worth living. You do not have to end up being what you despise in others. It is a choice. Nothing in this life is worth dieing over. NOTHING. Nothing comes without working for it. Even happiness. Be good to yourself.No matter what you decide in the next 48 hours these problems will still be here and people who care about you will not only have to live with those problems they will have to live without you.
We all can relate to one another. You will find people here who get it and care.
Even among those that post the idiotic posts.
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« Reply #8 on: August 25, 2006, 08:32:53 AM »
I bet the suicide has not been done. It was not depression I read in that letter it was self pity.
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« Reply #9 on: August 25, 2006, 02:28:32 PM »
Dude.... and this is coming from someone who makes the hi-yuh posts!

It's a JOKE. Nothing to kill yourself over. You may not find it funny but it's a joke.  If you're really feeling that unsafe post about it.  Don't kill yourself.  Yes Fornits is a bit nutty but what do you expect?  It's an anonymous free-for-all. We understand that elan was traumatizing..... we were there too!

Killing yourself (and blaming Fornits) is just dumb. Much worse than any story I could make up about Marty! you may think we're psychos, but we actually are productive well-adjusted citizens who just have weird ideas of having fun. we make good money, have families and care about our communities. we just despise marty kruglik and some other staff members.

the world is not nearly as hateful as fornits.  so take a deep breath, take care of yourself and find some good help.  No shame in it.

Damn it's just humor!
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« Reply #10 on: August 25, 2006, 10:23:40 PM »
Damn! You CAN write properly! I'm surprised.
I don't think it's funny either. I'm not gonna kill myself over it, but the shit's getting old. On the other hand, nice insight with your advices to the author of the suicide note. I wonder if he killed himself... Guess we'll never know. It's a pittty there is a place like Elan, that fucks with people's minds, self-esteems and in some cases, lives - literally speaking. How many suicides are related to Elan's history and how many of them are yet to come 'til the place finally gets shut down?
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« Reply #11 on: August 25, 2006, 10:28:22 PM »
«hi-yuh» «hi-yuh» «hi-yuh» «hi-yuh» «hi-yuh» «hi-yuh» «hi-yuh» «hi-yuh» «hi-yuh» «hi-yuh» «hi-yuh» «hi-yuh» «hi-yuh» «hi-yuh»
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« Reply #12 on: August 25, 2006, 11:30:30 PM »
I most certainly hope this dude did not kill himself. I hope he was venting. One can only pray it was only venting. It would be a shame.
I knew hiya was actually pretty normal. I thought it was amusing how angry people would get over the hiya's.
I like what you said hiya. I won't reiterate but it was all good.
Peace.
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« Reply #13 on: August 26, 2006, 12:00:27 AM »
Walks,talks and answers himself..If i could just be him for a minute
I would never be alone...
Take your meds and one more hit
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« Reply #14 on: August 26, 2006, 07:48:01 AM »
I m getting sick of all you trolls talking about me. Why dont you all get lifes better yet get jobs. I just got back from dropping off a friend at the airport and all I see is people talking about me still. Leave me alone. Im not an IT. I got a nice life and family. Im sorry if you are all jealous of my success
 
As if we never saw someone pretend to be someone else here.
who's next ... Maybe troll boy could get a few packs of Merit smokes and pretend to be Joe from the grave.
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