I don't think I would call it bashing? But, if you only spent a month or two in the program I don't think you were scared. Yeah, I am fine now. I have a good job and a 10month old son and a beautiful wife with many friends. I am kinda of curious aboutt you though? I see that you are the main poster on this forum and you were the first to reply to my message. Are you ok with yourself? I mean it seems to me that you must post on this board everyday? Couldn't you find something better to do than bring up bad memories from the past? Don't take this in the wrong way. I am not trying to be mean or hurtful just curious. I really was trying to see if I could find any old friends when I went to this fourm, but I guess after reading so much crying about how bad it was I wanted to complain like everyone else.
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You don't think I was scared? Why not? I was only 14, and if you've read my posts, you read about the nature of my incarceration. I agree, a 4 year mindfuck is worse then a 3 month mindfuck - but it's still a mindfuck.
And actually, no, I don't post here every day, in fact I can't remember my last post. I have lots of things to do, but right now, I just happen to be sitting at my computer, on this particular board as someone mentioned to me last evening "You should check out Joe's post"... so I did, and here I am. I'm also a Firefox user, which means I have about 3 other windows going. Oh, and I just talked to a friend of mine on the phone.
I also noticed your post was quite quick as well.
And again, if you've read all my posts, there's one in there about how my life has been going, however some things are different: my house is bigger, my job is busier and and my boyfriend is uh... different. I'm not married anymore, and I consider it a blessing NOT to have children - especially by the loser I married. Hey, we all make mistakes.
I only asked about your adjustment to the outside world since you had no childhood. Neither did I, but I made a quick adjustment. I ran about 10 years behind in the academic milestones department, but I have no regrets - I think I enjoyed college much more than my 18 year old counterparts
