Christianity had become my worst fear
I saw the futility of all actions that I took.
Things could not be prevented
People suffer
It is the way of science and nature
Emotional Darwinism of sorts
How could I have left them all there?
Weeping and sobbing and moaning?.
I had my places to go,
I had my things to do,
My God! How could you not see!
What the fuck that god damn place did to me?
As a young child ?
I would copy the bible?.
Before I could even read?
The symbols enthralled me?
