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Offline Lai

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** HOW MANY OF YOU (ALL GENERATIONS OF THE PROGRAM) MADE U
« on: January 26, 2003, 03:46:00 PM »
To all,

    Just wanna ask how many of us (which Im sure has to be alot)  actually made up incidents from your past just because you ran out of incidents.  I for one sure did, although my stay at kids were for but a few short months (thank god), I just made up iincidents sometimes just to get some of the staff and oldcomers off my back about more incidents.  Well, just wanted to ask if anyone can relate.


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Offline Christy

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« Reply #1 on: January 27, 2003, 03:07:00 AM »
With the exception of 2 - ALL of my "stories" were "true" events which had SHIT to do  with drugs and were all about strict parents and a rebellious strong-willed teen foolish punk kid -  to which I added the drugs or alcohol  as the motivator - so i could get the fuck (excuse me, but I just can't diminish that word with the usual $&*^&$#'s!) off of first phase and outta there!  For 3 weeks I told THE TRUTH and was sat down and cursed out as "FOS"  I looked around me at the Lulu's and the others rotting there and said to myself - FUCK THAT SHIT! So, I  went into  "survival mode" and embellished to fool those schmucks. I have always wondered how I never got busted for that.  Why did they buy it?  I thank God for it - or who the hell knows what my "program" would have been like - I thank God - and Kelly Smith, my sole oldcomer with a heart that had no room for viscious power trips!) ::bangin::   I was lucky.  Newton is a fucking head case.
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« Reply #2 on: January 27, 2003, 07:17:00 AM »
HAHAHAHA....  Same here, except I did'nt wanna get off first phase because I just knew I would run away and fuck up my first night.  I did however lie just to get to talk to my parents, which only happened once, after that it was pretty much a hopeless case.  So I decided to go into living in my own head mode and just blocked everyone else out, I could've cared less anymore if they thought I was trying to improve or not.


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« Reply #3 on: January 27, 2003, 08:57:00 AM »
I fictionalized many of my stories at Growing Together, but my best work was the story that got me off 1st phase (after 2 or 3 months).  After making my drug list a full page (of lies!), I was still being told I was FOS and wasn't moving up.  One day in group I got up there and I proceeded to tell a really really graphic story of hot lesbian sex in a hammock.  I even managed to cry!  Boys' side was very "moved" (ahem) with my tale and was quick to applaud my breakthrough.  It got me off first phase, which was great- but when I was finally able to go back to my own home my oldcomers forced me to "come out" to my parents!  I still haven't told them the truth about that.  It was terribly embarassing (seeing as how I'm completly hetero & now married with a child!), but it got me what I wanted.
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« Reply #4 on: January 31, 2003, 03:41:00 PM »
I did it all the time. The idiots running the place did not believe my "drug list". ( I was in there for behavior) I got up in group one day and made up an entire story about drugs I'd never used just to get them off my back. They figured out I was bullshitting them eventually and screamed at me for lying, then made me sit down. I couldn't win no matter what I said or did. Thank God my parents finally came to their senses and got me the hell outta there!! By the way, LuLu was my oldcomer,(is that the right term-it's been a while?!and I lived with her for quite a while. I just discovered this site so I'm not sure about what I can or cannot say, but I will say this- I would love the opportunity to speak to her and let her know how much she screwed with my head while I was trapped in hell.
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« Reply #5 on: January 31, 2003, 08:04:00 PM »
I think every one made up shit to get people off there back. My first couple weeks at kids I'd make up stories in my head while I motivated. The later  I got called on the better. The best would be when someone else got up to relate to me. The rest of the "rap" I would sit and dream about lunch or getting out of kids.. Getting caught with a bullshit story was the worst. The only time I wasn't making shit up was in fun raps. It was the only time I could be myself and not get in trouble..
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Offline John Olsakovsky

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« Reply #6 on: February 01, 2003, 02:18:00 AM »
Mr. Z, I couldn't agree more.
My personality had to be repressed to make any progress, either in El PAso or in NJ....

The first step to brainwashing is to strip away any individualism....
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