I dont think youre a troll, or a deep-sea isopod.
If I had to make judgement Id say you're full of mixed feelings and an un-namned program's bullshit and trying to get your bearings about the reality behind whats actually going on, and not just the stuff they want you to see.
So, have fun. Just dont get caught up in bullshit trolling, which is where people do whatever they can to get a reaction out of you (like pushing the obvious buttons, or trying to find some that aren't so obvious) and try to look at things from an external, unpassionate observor's POV instead of from your own eyes.