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Offline Anonymous

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« Reply #30 on: September 12, 2005, 11:25:00 PM »
sorry, man....but someone had to say it.
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« Reply #31 on: September 13, 2005, 12:00:00 AM »
[ This Message was edited by: Withdraw on 2005-09-22 23:11 ]
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« Reply #32 on: September 13, 2005, 09:04:00 AM »
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« Reply #33 on: September 13, 2005, 12:33:00 PM »
You guys are real deep lately. I haven't had the time to get this deep in a while, and I'm not sure I'm smart enough.

I disagree w/ the anon. I don't believe there is any fence to get off. It is NOT black or white, nothing is. We were victims turned into perpetrators...that's how straight worked. We were trapped in an environment where the only way to survive was to betray each other. That's where the damage comes from.

Yes, maybe we're not responsible, but it does feel like shit. I do have some regrets even though I was 15 at the time.

I was a classic blob. Did it for like 20 months. Actually called "pud" back then. Never wanted to misbehave b/c it interfered with my hippie persona, and b/c I was scared shitless of being restrained. I used to punch MYSELF in the face, and punch the walls, the floor. Digging on the pain.

But occasionally I would decide to "work". And this would mean playing the game, which I sucked at. I have some people to whom I owe apologies.

I liked the story. We are all from the same light so there is nothing to forgive. Everything is an oppurtunity to learn and grow. We set up our obstacles so that we may have experiences we need.
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« Reply #34 on: September 13, 2005, 01:46:00 PM »
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« Reply #35 on: September 13, 2005, 01:58:00 PM »
I typed out the forgivness story .. And if you think for 1 second I am in some organazation.. YOU ARE WRONG. I do not follow anyones beliefs, I follow my own innate ability to use my imagination, I think all things are possibilities. So if you think by my desire to seek answers I look everywhere...is a bad thing, Im sorry. I like to be as infomed about the world we live in as possible. I dont believe anything in peticular, because I don't think that is required for a happy peaceful life. I do however love to learn about myself and others.

I don't normally post Anon, I did then because I am unknowledgeable about copyright laws, and I was  publically typing out a best selling book written by someone else. Because I wanted to bring another point of view about forgiveness to us. Not to make anyone believe in it, cause I dont care what you all believe .. I offered it as something that gives me comfort, because it is one of many possibilities in this conscienceness we live in.

AS far as Jesus goes.... I think he was probably a well thought man , whom people may or may not have followed. I in no way believe the whole Bible theroy..  


SO pretty much Dragonfly, if you meant that about me , You Sir  are incorrect. :tup:
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« Reply #36 on: September 13, 2005, 01:59:00 PM »
Same Anon as the forgiveness story, BTW guys... all those Anons are not me... now don't go and get those bagged heads confused ... If you think they are all the same.. You Sirs are incorrect  :wink:


If its me, I will plainly state that
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« Reply #37 on: September 13, 2005, 03:40:00 PM »
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« Reply #38 on: September 13, 2005, 03:45:00 PM »
I'd say your sirens are in functional working order, dragonfly. :tup:
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« Reply #39 on: September 13, 2005, 05:19:00 PM »
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On 2005-09-13 09:33:00, shady grove wrote:

We are all from the same light so there is nothing to forgive.


Hmm...
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« Reply #40 on: September 13, 2005, 05:42:00 PM »
Anon, I'm really glad you posted the story. People have chimed in about their feelings about it, which is good.

For me, it reminds me that today, I have a choice on how I view the next person that crosses me. I can choose to see them as another: child of god, being of light, forgivable person, ect. I don't have to hate them.

Yes the whole "next life" stuff is pretty cosmic, but cool to ponder.

Dragonfly,

I totally get the red flags. Fine line between forgiving the past and allowing it to recur. As victims we had no control over what they did to us, and fuck if we're gonna just sit back and let it happen again.

I think those messages (flags, sirens) are good and they belong there. They are telling you something.

Thanks
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« Reply #42 on: September 13, 2005, 10:11:00 PM »
True that. Reality is never as simple as theory.
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« Reply #43 on: September 13, 2005, 11:34:00 PM »
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« Reply #44 on: September 13, 2005, 11:52:00 PM »
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On 2005-09-12 16:46:00, Nonconformistlaw wrote:

"Anon....



I understand why the reincarnation idea makes sense to some people"


Only the Red Temple Cult knows for sure, and they ain't telling (unless, of course, you make a large financial contribution to them).
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