« Reply #8 on: December 01, 2001, 10:51:30 PM »
Sleepless
There is something so strange about the way these programs handled suicide/slashing attempts. It is almost like they are imparting the message that you really must not want to die or you would be dead, do it better, you are pathetic. In Boston I overdosed on advil at a safehouse after copping out. I did not want to die I wanted to go into a psych ward to get out of Straight. They pumped my stomach and sent me back that night to be reamed in group and stripped of my "clean time" and frozen for 30days. I did not want to die but they didn't know that. They were antagonistic and basically told me that I had even failed at my so called suicide attempt. Uh yeah I did but what if I was suicidal and in need of support it was not there couldn't they have been caring and seen it as needing help or love? People that I was in the program with are dead others are completely unable to live in society. I am not saying that there is one answer to every problem but confrontation and someone who feels badly about themselves do not go well together. I don't know of any program such as these in my state NY (yeah >
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