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« Reply #45 on: September 07, 2005, 04:17:00 PM »
This is a heavy subject.

i have been thinkin' about this for a long time.  What is the parental responsibility ??

My parents were never too good at relatin' to me.  i was born after the cultural revolution.  They came of age in the 50s.  They were always abusive with their words and with their physical punishment. shit they taught me violence in the first place.

As soon as i got to front row i put in a withdrawl, requested a meeting with my parents.  They refused to meet with me or even hear what i had to say.  i remember thinkin' at the time: they don' even know what they're doin'.  i felt like i was dead to them or somethin'.

Str8 played on their fears.  And my folks were so ready to be lied to and decieved.  They were so jonesed for pretty illusions.  Sweet Demons fed them sweet delusions as a cure for they're pain.  They were irresponsible, even in their ignorance.  Ignorance of themselves and ignorance born out of social conditionin', which is really jus' 1 thing 'n' not 2.

They abandoned me to the Beast and in so doin' neglected their most sacred dharma.

They should have been my protection for i had no rights of my own.  Luckily, i was able to fashion a weapon as i squinted up into the blindness and some protection outta a motionless mind.  Anarchy and the institution are locked in eternal battle.

i feel ever'body who's hurtin' in pain.  i feel like what wet noodle said: i love you, i feel you.  You are my brothers 'n sisters.

Fuck Fear.  Fuck the institution.  Fuck Str8.  Fuck all authority

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« Reply #46 on: September 07, 2005, 04:45:00 PM »
Dharma as in sacred duty. Truth.
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« Reply #47 on: September 07, 2005, 05:02:00 PM »
Right back atcha Pirate
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There is nothing more painful than being abandoned or betrayed by the very people who are supposed to comfort and protect you...

But if we stand together...we can survive...we will survive... WE WILL FUCKING PREVAIL!!!! I think that is what this site is all about...it is about us taken the fucking power back!
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« Reply #48 on: September 07, 2005, 05:09:00 PM »
Take the p0wer back.  Fuck all their false authority.  i'm comin' on like a freight train full o' homeless bums.  Fuck Fear.  Fuck Str8.  i got the soul o' the Sun in the marrow of my bones.

Rasta-faRi.

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« Reply #49 on: September 07, 2005, 05:36:00 PM »
Pirate said------?NCL-Fuck if I know. In the course of that phone call w/my mom she told me that she would like to apologize but said to me that she really couldn't because she truly believed my death was comin'. I asked her if she thought that before str8 and she said "yes". So the whole "your child will be dead in a year without str8s' help" doesn't apply in her case. Her argument is: as bad as str8 was it saved my life. I guess her comment that she considers herself a failure as a parent could be taken as an apology. That is how I?m takin' it. Of course her "apology" comes after decades of tense conversations and arguments in which I never actually came right out and laid it all on her, 'cause I jus' don' want to hurt her, but jus' tried to let her know in a way that she could handle that I have suffered more for that experience than she realized. My dad won't even approach apologizin'.?-------

My step monster is incapable of accepting any responsibility and would never apologize....so basically I could care less about her. BUT, my dad is an extremely sensitive person and over the years I have learned how vulnerable of a person he really is.... which is why I know that it might really kill him in a very real way if he knew the full extent of my damage and straight?s lies that sucked him in....you hit on exactly what I was trying to say about this. My dad, not in explicit words, but in conversations with him over the years about the kidnaping....he has never tried to justify it and I can tell he knows he really screwed up that day....I?m sure the real possibility of jail time woke him up. But he?s never admitted that he screwed up by sending me to straight...but has admitted that my time there was a precaution (to keep me from going drugs in the first place) if I wasn?t doing drugs but playing it safe if I was because I showed so many ?warning signs?----that of course is fucked up reasoning?but he was honest with me and at least I now know he believes me, that I never did drugs. Will I ever get an apology....you know what...maybe on his death bed that might happen... I can see him doing that...will I get it before then, or will I ever get a full ?I admit I really screwed up by putting you in straight...I?ll never know.

I do know this...ever last one of us that went through straight....at the very least deserves one huge apology from our parents.
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« Reply #50 on: September 07, 2005, 07:17:00 PM »
Like Daniel outta the lions' den...
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« Reply #51 on: September 07, 2005, 08:04:00 PM »
Only God helped him...
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our walking down a hallway, you turn left, you turn right. BRICK WALL!

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« Reply #52 on: September 07, 2005, 08:11:00 PM »
the mighty God is a livin' man.[ This Message was edited by: starry-eyed pirate on 2005-09-07 17:11 ]
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« Reply #53 on: September 07, 2005, 08:54:00 PM »
????????????? :smile:
....could you fill me in????
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« Reply #54 on: September 07, 2005, 09:02:00 PM »
http://fornits.com/wwf/viewtopic.php?to ... m=7#108714[ This Message was edited by: starry-eyed pirate on 2005-09-07 18:04 ]
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« Reply #55 on: September 07, 2005, 09:09:00 PM »
Oh...ok...thanks I was feeling pretty silly, ya know when something goes straight over your head but everybody else gets it. ::rainbow:: !
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« Reply #56 on: September 07, 2005, 09:11:00 PM »
:wink:
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« Reply #57 on: September 07, 2005, 10:02:00 PM »
yeah, went over my head to. haha
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« Reply #58 on: September 07, 2005, 10:24:00 PM »
...But Anyway...there was some real good dialogue goin' on a while back, concernin' parental responsibility 'n' such... :smile:
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« Reply #59 on: September 07, 2005, 10:40:00 PM »
There are places, or were, where the lions and the Kung or San people of southern Africa, also known as the "Bushmen", had an understanding with each other. Lions did not attack humans. Whereas, in other parts, I think where the farmers had come in and were killing the lions, the lions were dangerous and would kill humans. I'm pretty sure I read about this in The Tribe of Tiger: Cats and their Culture, by Elizabeth Marshall Thomas.
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