Author Topic: Does anyone remember Straight with any fondness?  (Read 11974 times)

0 Members and 1 Guest are viewing this topic.

Offline starry-eyed pirate

  • Newbie
  • *
  • Posts: 3031
  • Karma: +3/-0
    • View Profile
Does anyone remember Straight with any fondness?
« Reply #15 on: August 17, 2005, 03:03:00 AM »
Quote
On 2005-08-16 23:02:00, Anonymous wrote:

"kill yourself."


Fuck you
« Last Edit: December 31, 1969, 07:00:00 PM by Guest »
If you would have justice in this world, then begin to see that a human being is not a means to some end.  People are not commodities.  When human beings are just to one another government becomes obsolete and real freedom is born; SPIRITUAL ANARCHY.

Offline Anonymous

  • Newbie
  • *
  • Posts: 164653
  • Karma: +3/-4
    • View Profile
Does anyone remember Straight with any fondness?
« Reply #16 on: August 17, 2005, 03:29:00 AM »
So many fond memories, where do I begin? I guess I should start with how my life was before Straight: I was going to parties, listening to Pink Floyd, smoking pot amd getting laid. I was on the XC team, drama club and chess team in high school and basically living a miserable druggie lifestyle until I went to Straight. In Straight it was great how I learned that any private moment I had with a friend I had to bring to group so there really was no "private moment" between me and another human being. I learned to hate druggies. I learned to be hyper-crital and totally judmental of other peoples behavior and my own. I learned how to over analyze every possible motive I had for everthing and how to sit up straight for 12 hours. These are things I would have never learned if I hadn't found myself in Straight. Thank You Straight!
« Last Edit: December 31, 1969, 07:00:00 PM by Guest »

Offline Anonymous

  • Newbie
  • *
  • Posts: 164653
  • Karma: +3/-4
    • View Profile
Does anyone remember Straight with any fondness?
« Reply #17 on: August 17, 2005, 07:10:00 AM »
I remember when Miller Newton touched my soul with his stern fatherly demeanor, and how Ruthie was like the mom we always wanted.  I remember fondly not being able to go outside for a fucking year, and I fondly recall sitting in my shit for four or five hours.  Getting my ass kicked in an intake room by four and sometimes five guys at once was a good time, too.  And all that psychology stuff really works!!  Plus, they were experts on drug treatment and addiction recovery, so when I developed a REAL drug habit many years later (not that the imaginary one I developed in Straight wasn't satisfying, but....) I was able to kick it with ease thanks to the techniques and methods I learned in Straight.  I came out of Straight with much bolstered confidence and self-esteem, and my relationships with women are deifinitely much better than they would havve been had I not attended Straight.  I have a genuine liking for other people thanks to Straight, and my respect for authority, my work ethic, and my sense of social responsibility have thrived because of my time in Straight.  I also think back with warm memories to being unable to listen to music other than Straight nursery rhymes, and I just LOVED doing the hand motions that went along with the lyrics.  That was fucking awesome!  All that, plus the best education money could buy.  I wasn't behind at all when I went back to high school after being terminated.  Ah, such a great time!  I'm so glad I spent over a year of my youth in Straight!
« Last Edit: December 31, 1969, 07:00:00 PM by Guest »

Offline Anonymous

  • Newbie
  • *
  • Posts: 164653
  • Karma: +3/-4
    • View Profile
Does anyone remember Straight with any fondness?
« Reply #18 on: August 17, 2005, 07:34:00 AM »
Quote
On 2005-08-16 23:02:00, Anonymous wrote:

"kill yourself."


 :lol:
« Last Edit: December 31, 1969, 07:00:00 PM by Guest »

Offline Anonymous

  • Newbie
  • *
  • Posts: 164653
  • Karma: +3/-4
    • View Profile
Does anyone remember Straight with any fondness?
« Reply #19 on: August 17, 2005, 08:31:00 AM »
I have found memories of the sound of my host brother's sister and her newcomers masturbating in the bedroom next to ours.
« Last Edit: December 31, 1969, 07:00:00 PM by Guest »

Offline groovy1634

  • Posts: 918
  • Karma: +0/-0
    • View Profile
Does anyone remember Straight with any fondness?
« Reply #20 on: August 17, 2005, 12:04:00 PM »
Quote
On 2005-08-16 13:04:00, Anonymous wrote:

"Were there any good things about Straight?

I went to the Seed and I have some really good memories..."



um....no

oh wait....ya when the staff member i hated most got punched in the glasses by a 12 or 13 year old boy...


 :rofl:  :rofl:  :rofl:
« Last Edit: December 31, 1969, 07:00:00 PM by Guest »
EOW  


Offline Anonymous

  • Newbie
  • *
  • Posts: 164653
  • Karma: +3/-4
    • View Profile
Does anyone remember Straight with any fondness?
« Reply #21 on: August 17, 2005, 04:37:00 PM »
Did I ever mention the time I fucked Miller's wife, Ruth? I was on 3rd phase and going to school at Mirror Lake in St. Petersburg, when one day, after school, I heard an older female voice call from behind me. I turned around, surprised to see Ruth Newton.
"I'm giving you a ride today", she said, flashing that sexy smile of hers and indicating a large Cadillac with tinted windows.
"Thanks Mrs. Newton" I replied, holding her door open for her. I went around to the other side of the car and was shocked to see a bottle of Cutty Sark and a couple of shot glasses in plain sight, right next to a tray of sensimilla and a mirror with two fat, white rails laid out on it.
"Don't be nervous" she said, "we'll just have a little party here. It'll be our little secret." She uncapped the Cutty and took a long pull, then passed me the bottle. I tilted my head back for a long draw of scotch, and heard her snorting up a line as I felt her hand groping at my cock and balls. I took another deep draw from the bottle as fear, revulsion ,and a sick sense of desire filled me.
"It's OK" she said, "here--do a line"
I took the mirror she handed me, and the rolled up $100 bill, and bent down to see my wild-eyed reflection in the mirror as she unzipped my pants.
"I've never done coke before" I said, kind of nervously.
"Oh, that's not cocaine, silly boy, that's PCP. It's very decadent. Miller and I like to do it when we watch bestiality movies we made on our honeymoon".
"Oh", I said, feeling my dick reluctantly getting hard to her touch and a buzzing noise in my head.
"Why don't you roll us a joint?" she said, right before she bent down and swollowed my engorged prick and began skillfully fellating me.
"Sure" I said, feeling hazy yet strangely aroused as she continued inhaling my shaft.
Suddenly she stopped sucking, sat up, and told me to light up the joint I had barely been able to roll. As I lit it up and took a deep toke into my lungs, she pulled down the black polyester slacks she was wearing to reveal that she had no panties on. She took the joint from me, hit it a couple of times, thenthrew herself over the seat, with her ass in the air.
"FUCK ME ! FUCK ME IN THE ASS LIKE THE SLUT I AM!" she screamed, and I plunged my drug-crazed dick into her bung hole, feeling her convulse with joy as I buried my dick in her ass.
She passed the joint back to me and I hit it again and again as I continued probing her anus with my johnson. Sweat poured down my face and I continued to pump her butt as I wiped the perspiration of my forehead. She began screaming again, making wild animal noises, and just as I was about to cum, she yelled out "Look over your shoulder RIGHT NOW!"
Startled, I did as she said, and what I saw when I did was a sight I will never foget. Over my shoulder I saw Miller Newton, dressed in a torn Girl Scout uniform, furiously masturbating himself as he watched us. Then he pulled out a bible, and opened it up so he could ejaculate within it's pages.
I guess it was the PCP, maybe the weed, or the scotch, but I statred laughing. Ruthie slapped me across the face and said " You just got yourself a 3-day Away From Home, Druggie".
« Last Edit: December 31, 1969, 07:00:00 PM by Guest »

Offline Anonymous

  • Newbie
  • *
  • Posts: 164653
  • Karma: +3/-4
    • View Profile
Does anyone remember Straight with any fondness?
« Reply #22 on: August 17, 2005, 05:09:00 PM »
Yeah, in relationships the damage of straight has been real painfully apparent for me.

It's pretty recently that I have started to see the extent of the effects in that way.

If I had to choose between being torn open or not ever opening I would choose being torn open.

Wounds will heal but opening up just happens on it's own when the conditions are there. And like it or not they were there.

It was our beautiful human nature that made it possible for them to brainwash us. You can't brainwash a heartless being.
« Last Edit: December 31, 1969, 07:00:00 PM by Guest »

Offline Anonymous

  • Newbie
  • *
  • Posts: 164653
  • Karma: +3/-4
    • View Profile
Does anyone remember Straight with any fondness?
« Reply #23 on: August 17, 2005, 08:43:00 PM »
I didn't "open" for shit but to be abused, to become a brainwashed moron, and to think I had special knowledge and a lot of people had "drug problems" and didn't know it. Not only that, but I could point out all their "issues". I got head games and big anxiety problems. I learned I was less than human, a reject of society,"diseased". By stripping me of possessions, of the right to decide what to wear and when, how to do my own hair on my head, they stripped me raw. They took away my dignity, my calm, my honesty, my curiousity and my creativity. They turned me into a pale paranoid person, a kiss ass, a terrorized and tortured teenager. How fucking dare they. And fuck you if you think you know better than me how the fuck I should feel about that.

Read up on Thought Reform techniques. Anyone who had a good time in that place is a fucking stooge. Fuck you. Anyone who thinks Straight taught them to be open? To look into themselves for the answers? Well you were a motherfucking fifth phaser, weren't you. Brainwashed. So "open" you didn't mind taking down your comrades, then taking them home at night and giving them more of your hatred. In all my time there, exactly one other prisoner ever treated me with dignity and respect. Fuck every last one of you who "made good friends", had great "fifth phase outings", etc. It was the fucking fifth phasers who fucking screamed, had power-tripping host homes and so on. Yeah, real "open" hearted. Right. Shut the fuck up. I know Straight graduates who would like to tell me a thing or two, they know better than me, they like to psychoanalyze me and tell me condescendingly "that's okay, that's where you're at now", like they have seen the light and someday I will too, that it's okay to be abused, that it is good to have everything stripped from you, that this insane form of child torture is excusable and forgettable. They "needed their ass beat". I know Straight graduates who specifically love to control other people. I know Straight graduates who think they have their shit together but they keep busy tormenting other people with their special knowledge of the other person's "issues". Then they wonder why the person is mean to them or mad at them. I know Straight graduates who are lost in mental illness, hard drugs and crimes. Yay for all of us. We did it to each other!

As for anyone who believes any of the shit Straight dealt, well you are way more insane than you even know. It is possible to be abused in many languages, in many religions and cults. Stripping possessions and dominating time are Thought Reform techniques. Go ahead, rape yourself or get raped again somewhere else.
« Last Edit: December 31, 1969, 07:00:00 PM by Guest »

Offline webcrawler

  • Posts: 1041
  • Karma: +0/-0
    • View Profile
Does anyone remember Straight with any fondness?
« Reply #24 on: August 17, 2005, 09:35:00 PM »
Quote
On 2005-08-17 17:43:00, Anonymous wrote:

"I didn't "open" for shit but to be abused, to become a brainwashed moron, and to think I had special knowledge and a lot of people had "drug problems" and didn't know it. Not only that, but I could point out all their "issues". I got head games and big anxiety problems. I learned I was less than human, a reject of society,"diseased". By stripping me of possessions, of the right to decide what to wear and when, how to do my own hair on my head, they stripped me raw. They took away my dignity, my calm, my honesty, my curiousity and my creativity. They turned me into a pale paranoid person, a kiss ass, a terrorized and tortured teenager. How fucking dare they. And fuck you if you think you know better than me how the fuck I should feel about that.



Read up on Thought Reform techniques. Anyone who had a good time in that place is a fucking stooge. Fuck you. Anyone who thinks Straight taught them to be open? To look into themselves for the answers? Well you were a motherfucking fifth phaser, weren't you. Brainwashed. So "open" you didn't mind taking down your comrades, then taking them home at night and giving them more of your hatred. In all my time there, exactly one other prisoner ever treated me with dignity and respect. Fuck every last one of you who "made good friends", had great "fifth phase outings", etc. It was the fucking fifth phasers who fucking screamed, had power-tripping host homes and so on. Yeah, real "open" hearted. Right. Shut the fuck up. I know Straight graduates who would like to tell me a thing or two, they know better than me, they like to psychoanalyze me and tell me condescendingly "that's okay, that's where you're at now", like they have seen the light and someday I will too, that it's okay to be abused, that it is good to have everything stripped from you, that this insane form of child torture is excusable and forgettable. They "needed their ass beat". I know Straight graduates who specifically love to control other people. I know Straight graduates who think they have their shit together but they keep busy tormenting other people with their special knowledge of the other person's "issues". Then they wonder why the person is mean to them or mad at them. I know Straight graduates who are lost in mental illness, hard drugs and crimes. Yay for all of us. We did it to each other!



As for anyone who believes any of the shit Straight dealt, well you are way more insane than you even know. It is possible to be abused in many languages, in many religions and cults. Stripping possessions and dominating time are Thought Reform techniques. Go ahead, rape yourself or get raped again somewhere else. "



Funny how you have no problem being abusive to some people here for sharing their experiences, yet you talk of abuse.

I'm sure you do not know everyone personally on this board and I think it's pretty unfair to lump everyone that was on 5th phase or graduated as abusive. Straight played a number on everyone and they were real good at instituting a "Lord of the Flies" culture there.

Personally, I'm trying to heal and yes I made some good friends there and feel lucky I have them in my life. I'm happy that I've met survivors from other programs. Do I like the fact that I was in straight? Of course not.

For the record I have NEVER ripped anyone nor abused anyone in straight. That was not my style, if anything I was the one ripped and confronted nonstop through my phases, but just because a few people did it to me I'm not going to just start throwing insults at everyone about it. However, I am guilty of watching people get restrained and not getting up and choking the shit out of the restrainers. I have to live with that guilt. Don't start telling me how I was when you just know what I write on a board.
« Last Edit: December 31, 1969, 07:00:00 PM by Guest »
am looking for people who survived Straight in Plymouth, Michigan. I miss a lot of people there and wonder what happened and would like to stay in touch.

Offline Anonymous

  • Newbie
  • *
  • Posts: 164653
  • Karma: +3/-4
    • View Profile
Does anyone remember Straight with any fondness?
« Reply #25 on: August 17, 2005, 10:14:00 PM »
Well said webcrawler. :tup:
« Last Edit: December 31, 1969, 07:00:00 PM by Guest »

Offline Anonymous

  • Newbie
  • *
  • Posts: 164653
  • Karma: +3/-4
    • View Profile
Does anyone remember Straight with any fondness?
« Reply #26 on: August 17, 2005, 11:11:00 PM »
Fuck off. You all suck.
« Last Edit: December 31, 1969, 07:00:00 PM by Guest »

Offline Anonymous

  • Newbie
  • *
  • Posts: 164653
  • Karma: +3/-4
    • View Profile
Does anyone remember Straight with any fondness?
« Reply #27 on: August 17, 2005, 11:12:00 PM »
Quote
On 2005-08-17 17:43:00, Anonymous wrote:

"I didn't "open" for shit but to be abused, to become a brainwashed moron, and to think I had special knowledge and a lot of people had "drug problems" and didn't know it. Not only that, but I could point out all their "issues". I got head games and big anxiety problems. I learned I was less than human, a reject of society,"diseased". By stripping me of possessions, of the right to decide what to wear and when, how to do my own hair on my head, they stripped me raw. They took away my dignity, my calm, my honesty, my curiousity and my creativity. They turned me into a pale paranoid person, a kiss ass, a terrorized and tortured teenager. How fucking dare they. And fuck you if you think you know better than me how the fuck I should feel about that.



Read up on Thought Reform techniques. Anyone who had a good time in that place is a fucking stooge. Fuck you. Anyone who thinks Straight taught them to be open? To look into themselves for the answers? Well you were a motherfucking fifth phaser, weren't you. Brainwashed. So "open" you didn't mind taking down your comrades, then taking them home at night and giving them more of your hatred. In all my time there, exactly one other prisoner ever treated me with dignity and respect. Fuck every last one of you who "made good friends", had great "fifth phase outings", etc. It was the fucking fifth phasers who fucking screamed, had power-tripping host homes and so on. Yeah, real "open" hearted. Right. Shut the fuck up. I know Straight graduates who would like to tell me a thing or two, they know better than me, they like to psychoanalyze me and tell me condescendingly "that's okay, that's where you're at now", like they have seen the light and someday I will too, that it's okay to be abused, that it is good to have everything stripped from you, that this insane form of child torture is excusable and forgettable. They "needed their ass beat". I know Straight graduates who specifically love to control other people. I know Straight graduates who think they have their shit together but they keep busy tormenting other people with their special knowledge of the other person's "issues". Then they wonder why the person is mean to them or mad at them. I know Straight graduates who are lost in mental illness, hard drugs and crimes. Yay for all of us. We did it to each other!



As for anyone who believes any of the shit Straight dealt, well you are way more insane than you even know. It is possible to be abused in many languages, in many religions and cults. Stripping possessions and dominating time are Thought Reform techniques. Go ahead, rape yourself or get raped again somewhere else. "


Righteous.  :tup: About time somebody said it.
« Last Edit: December 31, 1969, 07:00:00 PM by Guest »

Offline Anonymous

  • Newbie
  • *
  • Posts: 164653
  • Karma: +3/-4
    • View Profile
Does anyone remember Straight with any fondness?
« Reply #28 on: August 17, 2005, 11:16:00 PM »
The piggies love their buttermilk bath! They love it!
« Last Edit: December 31, 1969, 07:00:00 PM by Guest »

Offline starry-eyed pirate

  • Newbie
  • *
  • Posts: 3031
  • Karma: +3/-0
    • View Profile
Does anyone remember Straight with any fondness?
« Reply #29 on: August 17, 2005, 11:44:00 PM »
Quote
On 2005-08-17 17:43:00, Anonymous wrote:

"I didn't "open" for shit but to be abused, to become a brainwashed moron, and to think I had special knowledge and a lot of people had "drug problems" and didn't know it. Not only that, but I could point out all their "issues". I got head games and big anxiety problems. I learned I was less than human, a reject of society,"diseased". By stripping me of possessions, of the right to decide what to wear and when, how to do my own hair on my head, they stripped me raw. They took away my dignity, my calm, my honesty, my curiousity and my creativity. They turned me into a pale paranoid person, a kiss ass, a terrorized and tortured teenager. How fucking dare they. And fuck you if you think you know better than me how the fuck I should feel about that.



Read up on Thought Reform techniques. Anyone who had a good time in that place is a fucking stooge. Fuck you. Anyone who thinks Straight taught them to be open? To look into themselves for the answers? Well you were a motherfucking fifth phaser, weren't you. Brainwashed. So "open" you didn't mind taking down your comrades, then taking them home at night and giving them more of your hatred. In all my time there, exactly one other prisoner ever treated me with dignity and respect. Fuck every last one of you who "made good friends", had great "fifth phase outings", etc. It was the fucking fifth phasers who fucking screamed, had power-tripping host homes and so on. Yeah, real "open" hearted. Right. Shut the fuck up. I know Straight graduates who would like to tell me a thing or two, they know better than me, they like to psychoanalyze me and tell me condescendingly "that's okay, that's where you're at now", like they have seen the light and someday I will too, that it's okay to be abused, that it is good to have everything stripped from you, that this insane form of child torture is excusable and forgettable. They "needed their ass beat". I know Straight graduates who specifically love to control other people. I know Straight graduates who think they have their shit together but they keep busy tormenting other people with their special knowledge of the other person's "issues". Then they wonder why the person is mean to them or mad at them. I know Straight graduates who are lost in mental illness, hard drugs and crimes. Yay for all of us. We did it to each other!



As for anyone who believes any of the shit Straight dealt, well you are way more insane than you even know. It is possible to be abused in many languages, in many religions and cults. Stripping possessions and dominating time are Thought Reform techniques. Go ahead, rape yourself or get raped again somewhere else. "


Case in point. You are so reactionary you might as well be brainwashed.  You are so lost in your pain that you don't see where you are.  i am tryin' to show you something but all you see is your own anger.  i am angry. i am in pain too.  i think you know.  i am tryin' to take your pain away from you long enough for you to see something. You don't trust me.  You don't trust yourself.  "The bird stretches her wings but only lifts on the breeze when she lets go of the tree"; that is somethin my 'ol friend Fred likes to say. He's about a 60 year old hardcore alcoholic.  He drinks gin and Milwaukees' Best, "ice" all day, every day.  He also says: "The ol' man used to say: the sickness comes in when the liquor dies out".  

Your pain has made you so blind that you can't even see my point.  If you want to know a place where the pain won't stay then open your eyes and see where you are.


Or whatever, nature takes it's course.
« Last Edit: December 31, 1969, 07:00:00 PM by Guest »
If you would have justice in this world, then begin to see that a human being is not a means to some end.  People are not commodities.  When human beings are just to one another government becomes obsolete and real freedom is born; SPIRITUAL ANARCHY.