Yes, there is a solution.
Kill yourself.
You won't have anymore Bi Polar or PTSD. EMDR does not work, counseling won't help except while you're in it and you can't afford it because of the society we live and its perceptions that are causing your discomfort and dis-ease. And your family can't help you, try as you dream to believe this. Your lover or a significant other won't help you. Your belongings and your goals and aspirations won't fulfill you or get you out of yourself.
The only way out is death, you don't care about yourself. Why should you? And why should you pretend that you do? That last question's answer is more of a waste of time than the first question's answer. You're deluding yourself and what is funnier is that you have already thought, probably many times though you have been dumbed down or numbed from so much time here that you don't realize what you are thinking or that you are not in control of your willpower or thoughts, that you are deluding yourself. There is NOTHING wrong with you. This is why you amount to nothing. Therefore, to die is the first and last alternative for you. It is the only free choice aside from all the seeming free choices you have made in your, or choices that others have made for you in your miserable, tortured, lifeless, working, teasing, ranting, years here; they have all wound up to be a weight on the final and common decision that is staring at you and has remained with you since time began for you. Your family can never fulfill you, treats and distractions cannot fulfill you like killing yourself can (see my other posts on how to kill yourself and the careful planning of the one true action left for yourself).
The writer of this post assumes no responsibility if someone actually does decide to kill themself. Although she believes that the killing of oneself is a kind gesture to oneself, she does not, in any way, condone the action of others or offer permissions to do it. This post is merely for entertainment purposes. And what entertainment killing oneself is! However, if you do decide you want to kill yourself; contact me here so I can watch you and I will film this beautiful event for you.