On 2005-07-07 11:21:00, Anonymous wrote:
"so with your three weeks of aarc experience what do you know of aarc to be bashing and throwing shit like that around? what do you know of my social skills ?
Oh right nothing, sweet well tell me again why anyone should listen to you?
Make sense or don't talk
that beluga comment was real witty"
Don't you find it kind of contradictory that you, an obviously vehement believer in the conduct code of AARC, would take a position of disdain against the use of nonsensical, and boundlessly irrelevant metaphors/similies in effort to get one's loosely founded and entirely subjective 'point' across? Maybe you'd feel more in your element if I put my argument forward with opinions instead of supporting facts.
Here, let me adapt the gist of most everything I've written on here into an AARCument; "AARC is bad because I didn't like it there and the people told me what to do, oh and I was brought there illegally and was denied any reason for my false-imprisonment or documents showing that I was even supposed to be there. Additionally the "hivemind" quasi-mentality that exists inside those drab-grey walls is both 100% certifiably nutty (sad/pathetic/"hurtin'" are also applicable) and entirely indicative of the inhabiting population's utter unfamiliarity with basic, regular human emotions and qualities like self-respect, self-worth, self-enjoyment and even a sense of self period ("self" meaning one's individual self-definition, not "addict" or "alcoholic" or "worthless piece of shit in dire need of salvation from the evil clutches of dirty, wrong, destructive, horrible natural teenaged desires")."
I don't know if you realize it, but even in your response you come off as having a gigantic complex that probably revolves around your own feelings of irrelevance in the
real world?. But that's alright; I mean, as long as you pay your dues each year to the AARC Alumni Fund, you'll never have to worry about real friends, o are representative of actual society and all that garbage. Fake people are so much easier to handle anyway, right?
p.s. Okay finally, before you even bring it up, I should state for clearity that just because you tell yourself or anyone else (including myself) that I'm bitter, relapsed, sick, controlled by hate, or any/all of the other myriad of pre-judgements that you've already made about me by now, it doesn't make it any more factual or true, but by all means, if it makes you feel like your time was put to good use, then hey, more power to your silly unfortunate self...
p.p.s. I'm pretty sure this is the part where you rebut with, "No, you're wrong because I said so, and because Vause said what I said once in his rap, and he picked me and I tried to argue with him but that Doc is such a smart guy that I ended up at the realization of my helplessness for d&a before I knew what even hit me, man that guy is the coolest... I totally understand now that I was a piece of shit and I'll always need a daily dose of hatred and self-loathe, it's like how a diabetic takes insulin y'know? Well, except for the secret pleasure that I get from being called names. Can't you see? The Doc was right about my life being hooped, because I was living in a gongshow and totally not atop my highest mountain
