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« on: November 22, 2002, 09:28:00 PM »
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My wife showed me this site a few months ago.  I havent posted anything because I guess I try to forget that place AND MOVE ON WITH MY LIFE. but as I am reading the posts and the like, &  it brought back a lot of memories. Like Cold McDonalds Cheese burgers for Easter, My Clip board with all my "runner" Stickers on it from having  T&R. My favorite dinner  Veggie Lasg. I also remember getting restrained on the floor. I was in for 3 1/2 yrs and made it as a graduate and trainee staff. The last day I was involved there I Copped out as a staff member and took Tom Buda,Tom Supea,Eric PLantner, and Scott HArding with me. We spent the day in NYC and bought all kinds of "rock music" (oooh we were bad). I am glad this site exists so people have a place to come and talk about this nightmare part of our lifes. I am sober happy and getting on with things. I wish all of you well, I do know that if I didnt get in Kids as screwed up as it was, I probably would have died from drugs. I was one who needed help. No queston the place is way screwed up and messed with a lot of people in really bad mental ways. But as much as I hate to say it & as much as I wish Neton dead, I am glad I didnt die. So I guess I am making lemonaide ,,,I wish everyone well and all the best life has to offer.
Bryan W
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« Reply #1 on: November 23, 2002, 11:01:00 PM »
If you wish everyone all the best, help let the rest of the country know about these sadistic wackos' influence on public policy.
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« Reply #2 on: November 28, 2002, 02:08:00 PM »
How do you suggest I do that? :wstupid:
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« Reply #3 on: November 28, 2002, 02:14:00 PM »
Glad to hear you're doing well. I do remember you and you wife Katie. Just wanted to say hello.
Larry G
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« Reply #4 on: November 28, 2002, 07:55:00 PM »
One way to let people know is to look into outfits using similar "treatment" methods today. Whenever you see anything relavent in the papers or on tv, write to the publishers or broadcasters and tell them what you know about it.
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« Reply #5 on: December 08, 2002, 08:07:00 PM »
:wave: Larry;
 I rember your name but I cant place the face, When were you in?
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« Reply #6 on: December 08, 2002, 08:08:00 PM »
Were you in that place or one like it? I was just wondering.
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« Reply #7 on: December 08, 2002, 09:52:00 PM »
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« Reply #8 on: December 08, 2002, 09:54:00 PM »
I came in December 1985. I was still on my phases when you left.
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« Reply #9 on: December 09, 2002, 10:36:00 PM »
It was great to read your post.  I thought that the cold cheeseburgers and veggie lasagna actually had more of a therapeudic effect on me and solving my problems than the raps, 3 on 1's in the intake room and the 300+ restraints on the floor.  I know that they would have done anything and everything to keep me there (to save me from myself), but I ended up signing out ofter 4 1/2 years.  I just can never forgive myself for not being a graduate.  That program was just TOO HARD for me...  Or maybee I was too hard for the program and they could not defeat the intensity of my innermost will.  The drive for individuality that makes us all unique.  That is what actually saved me from drinking, not what brought me back to it.  Was the KIDS program backwards, or is the world & the disease of addiction not responding positively to torture that is backwards.  Hmmnnn.... Well, maybee someday I'll figure that out.  I still miss Pete B*rk*'s house on Wednesday nights.  If it weren't for that home, I think I would have never actually amounted to my top weight of 122 lbs in there.  

Actually, the thing that really confuses me to this day is not all the chaos that we lived in.  Rather it is the obsession that I go through when shopping and I see "Stouffer's Vegetable Lasagna."  I can't figure out why when I buy the $10.99 party tray it only lasts me a day or two.  I feel like I'm being sneaky and having my first phase fantasy, (unlimited veggie lasagna with nobody to stop me!!!).  

The worst part is when I have nothing better to do, I actually enjoy peanut butter & honey on a bagel once in a while.  The really wild part is that I make more than three rings of honey and I know I'll never get caught.  Does this mean I am different?  Can anyone relate to feeling like this?  DAMN IT! I said feel like, so I'll have a seat.
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