i left at the first chance i got. chriss can be and often is a very secretive person. and according to the police, was pretty much living a secret double life. and in regards to that ONCE AGAIN, if any one knows anything about peaches, i would really like to know. anyone who knows me knows that i was almost never home, between working full time and going to school full time...the time we did spend at home together, well that's my business. that and his friends were usually around.
to my best friend: thank you for sticking up for me. (not that i ever thought you wouldn't) i am happy to see the post.
as for the rest of you, don't believe everything you read in the papers. it's exactly as my friend said, they took parts from my statement, put them together and even added words. i never said nor did i know that he was going to kill his parents. i'm far away now just trying to piece the parts of my life back together. i'm extremely angry at the media for fabricating such a harmful and untrue portrayal of my statement. and causing people to think that i did know something.
i lost almost everything because of this. i love chriss and always have. i love john, susan and mis. it wasn't until much later in the relationship that we started getting "perks" and, by the way, i still had to pay my own half.
and as for the honeymoon to samoa, i always believed that going back was his way of making peace with it. i know now that peace is something that chriss will never be able to achieve. but i that's what i thought. i also believe that he wanted me to go, since samoa was such a large part of his life.
and if you have something you want to say to me, please just send me a "private message" or find the other peaches post with my e-mail. (it's in a different forum on this website
the truth of the matter is that i still don't know what to believe. i spent 6 years thinking i knew him better than most. maybe i did, maybe i didn't. right now we're going off of information from GARRETT!!!!!!! even the newspapers said the the only statements released were mine and his, and they cut out the incriminating parts where garrett confessed and pointed the finger at chriss. i've read what he said about chriss...but come on now, we're talking about garrett. anyone who has ever had the occasion to meet garrett knows what i'm talking about.
