my parents really give me the creeps
my mom seems angry that my father agreed to help me move out finally
i think he finally recognized that this situation was just too horrible and abusive to continue.
i believe he's actually going to come through
i still can't believe im actually going to get out of here though,
my mom has been baiting me, she's such a nut.
i was reading back over the posts i can't believe i've been living like this for this long.
abusive family situations are so weird because the abusive people will never admit they are abusive
its such a mind fuck, i feel like myself again and now that i'm moving out i've decided to start swearing, i downloaded a bunch of good loud music, i'm trying not to punch sexually harassing balding computer geeks though, so i feel more like myself somehow already
i think i've just been living in fear here
but abusive people are never wrong about anything, the abused person doubts themself constantly the abuser thinks everything they do is just great and they find all sorts of weird ways to justify the abuse, kind a like PV, but if you are ever around someone who you find abusive to be around but they always blame you and deny that they ever could possibly be wrong, run fast very fast