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« Reply #1725 on: December 15, 2007, 02:38:31 PM »
THERE WAS SOMETHING WEIRD ABOUT THE WAY THEY TREATED FOOD AT PV. I DON’T KNOW IF YOU GUYS HAVE EVER BEEN A STARVING KID AND NOT HAD ENOUGH MONEY TO EAT ESPECIALLY WELL AND YOU START DREAMING OF HANDBURGERS, STEAK AND CAKE. IT WAS LIKE THAT. THEY TREAT FOOD ODDLY AT PV. IT CAN’T HAVE BEEN GOOD FOR THE ANOREXICS AND BULIMICS IF I WAS DREAMING OF FOOD! THEY USE FOOD AS A REWARD. THEY WITHHOLD ANYTHING OTHER THEN BASIC FOODS. THEN THEY USE DESERTS, SODAS AND SUCH, EVEN CONDIMENTS, AS A REWARD FOR MEETING WORK QUOTAS. THIS MEANS THAT WE GOT THEM RARELY, THEY HYPE THIS UP ALL THE TIME TOO. EVERY WORK DAY IT’S IF YOU JUST WORK FASTER/ EXERCISE HARDER, YOU GET TO HAVE CAKE OR A SODA WITH YOUR MEAL. THEY DO IT AS A GROUP, SO IF ONE PERSON DOES NOT SAW FAST ENOUGH THEN THE WHOLE GROUP DOESN’T GET TO HAVE CONDIMENTS. THEY USUALLY PICK ONE PERSON TO BLAME IT ON AS WELL, SOMETIMES THEY REALLY PICK ON THE PERSON AND THE PERSON WILL SIT DOWN OR START CRYING AND THEY WILL RESTRAIN THEM, RIGHT THERE IN THE DIRT ROCKS AND WOOD CHIPS. WE VERY RARELY GOT TO HAVE A SODA OR DESSERT. DURING WORK DETAIL IT’S PRETTY MUCH THE NUMBER ONE FOCUS, “SAW FASTER SO YOU GET TO HAVE DESSERT OR A SODA,â€
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« Reply #1726 on: December 15, 2007, 04:49:48 PM »
i was thinking about abigail's situation
she hadn't done much really to get into PV if i remember right
she had smoked pot, drank a bit and maybe gotten passed second base?
her mother smoked pot with her and her older brother was an influence in this as well, that's not a big rap sheet.
 
also abigail's older sister is schizophrenic
and was put in an instituion as a teenager

so abigail must have been terrified of her family
and of being locked up again
it isn't that hard to figure out then how she ended up where she did
institution or old guy
pv doesn't do much for your sanity, self esteem or job skills either
the late teen years out of PV are the hardest, they were for me
abigails parents seem really horrible to me
they locked up two daughters, if abigail was put in PV god only knows where the sister is,
people with relatives with schizophrenia tend to be really terrified of mental illness in themselves as well, even when no evidence of schizophrenia is there, putting abigail in a place like pv for not having done very much is extremely cruel
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« Reply #1727 on: December 15, 2007, 05:19:20 PM »
I HAVE BEEN ANALYZING STRESS IN RELATION TO TRAUMATIC OR VERY HIGH STRESS EVENTS AND THE PHYSICAL EFFECTS THEY HAVE ON PEOPLE.
I STARTED KEEPING A CHART OF HOW I FELT FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS AFTER A VERY ABUSIVE FIGHT DURING EXAM WEEK OR SOMETHING AROUND HERE, I ALSO DID SOME RESEARCH ON THE PHYSICAL SYMPTOMS OF TRAUMA ONLINE.
I CAME TO SOME VERY INTERESTING AND VERY ADVANCED CONCLUSIONS
STRESS AND TRAUMA ARE BAD FOR YOU AND HAVE PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL SYMPTOMS THAT ARE RECORDABLE AND FOLLOW A SPECIFIC PATTERN
IE. TRAUMA = THIS RESULT, INCREASED FEELINGS OF ANXIETY AND FEAR, UPSET STOMACH
FEELING EMOTIONALLY "FLOORED" AND DRAINED RIGHT AFTER THE EVENT AND SO ON.
THERE IS THIS SPECIFIC PATTERN TO THE PHYSICAL STRESS REACTION TO ABUSE OR TRAUMA

THEREFORE PV CAUSES CONSTANT PHYSICAL STRESS REACTIONS IN THEIR VICTIMS
MANY OF WHOM WERE PLACED IN PV TO HELP THEM DEAL WITH TRAUMA OR ABUSE

I ALSO KNOW FOR SURE, AFTER LIVING IN PV FOR SO LONG WITH TEENS WITH SELF HARMING BEHAVIORS SUCH AS ANOREXIA OR CUTTING, STRESS MAKES SUCH BEHAVIOR MUCH WORSE, ANXIETY COMPOUNDED WITH DEPRESSION AND STRESS BASICALLY SEEMS TO CAUSE SELF HARMING BEHAVIORS. I THINK MANY SELF HARMING BEHAVIORS IN TEENS ARE SIMPLY PERHAPS SOME CHEMICAL DEPRESSION COMPOUNDED BY ABUSE, TRAUMA AND STRESS.
TORTURING PEOPLE WITH SUCH PROBLEMS ONLY CAUSES AND COMPOUNDS THEM GREATLY, THAT'S MY HYPOTHESIS FOR THE DAY.
BASICALLY IT SHOULD BE PRETTY OBVIOUS, STRESS/ ABUSE AND TRAUMA CAUSE A PHYSICAL REACTION IN ALL HUMANS. TORTURE PEOPLE, AND IT MAKES SOMEWHAT NEUROTIC BEHAVIORS WORSE BECAUSE THEY ARE ENGAGING IN SUCH BEHAVIORS OFTEN AS A WAY TO COPE WITH TRAUMA, DEPRESSION OR STRESS IN THE FIRST PLACE. SO AS ALWAYS PV MAKES NO DAMN SENSE IN RELATION TO TREATMENT.



WHAT ABOUT THE CONSTANT PHYSICAL SEVERE STRESS REACTIONS PV CAUSES?

PV IS NO JOKE, THE VICTIMS OF PV NEVER FEEL "COMFORTABLE" THERE
AND PROBABLY WON'T FEEL COMFORTABLE FOR A GOOD WHILE AFTER
I'M STILL NOT ESPECIALLY COMFORTABLE
I THINK CUTTING IS OFTEN SOMEWHAT COMPULSIVE TOO
IT'S A LITTLE LIKE NAIL BITTING, STRESS SOMEONE OUT AND THATS IT FOR THE MANICURE
COMPULSIVE BEHAVIORS AND STRESS ARE VERY CONNECTED

ALSO PV REALLY DOES SORT OF CELEBRATE THESE BEHAVIORS RATHER THEN PROMOTE SOME OTHER BEHAVIOR. THEY LOCK THESE KIDS IN A TINY ROOM TORTURE THEM
AND DO NOTHING BUT FOCUS ON THE BEHAVIORS IN A WEIRD ALMOST GLORIFYING CULT LIKE SORT OF WAY.
IT WOULD MAKE ANY ONE COMPULSIVELY SELF HARMING,
"TELL US ABOUT BUYING THE FOOD YOU USED TO BINGE JESSICA"
SIT ON YOUR BED FOR HOURS AND LIST EVERY TIME YOU HARMED YOURSELF, WHY AND WITH WHAT, WHILE WE TORTURE YOU, AND THEN TELL US ABOUT IT IN GROUP AGAIN, AND THEN LIST IT AGAIN, WHILE WE TORTURE YOU AND TELL US ABOUT IT IN GROUP AGAIN.
THEY DO THIS TO THE GIRLS FOR MONTHS AND MONTHS, WHILE ABUSING THEM.
THEY DON'T ALLOW THE TEENS TO GO OUTSIDE THE ENTIRE TIME.
IT WOULD MAKE BUDDHA COMPULSIVE.

IT IS THE MOST IGNORANT, ABUSIVE AND IRRATIONAL EXCUSE FOR THERAPY FOR SELF HARMING BEHAVIORS POSSIBLE.
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« Reply #1728 on: December 15, 2007, 05:56:37 PM »
PV taught me everything I know about binge and purge. Does anyone remember smoke if you got em?
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« Reply #1729 on: December 15, 2007, 06:06:55 PM »
i'm reall not all that into food, despite how the post about food in PV sounds, i eat normally, i eat healthy food with some haagen daz in
lusting after limp caffeteria carrot cake is not how i eat normally
i eat when i'm hungry, i don't have food problems,

 PV promoted food issues
most girls were not anorexics or bulimics but if you had thrown us a pint of icecream we would have decended on it like a pack of ravonous bridesmaid on a wedding bouquet, they focus on food as a reward every work day
its one of the only rewards we were given
it was again pretty much the only thing talked about during work detail, which is what we did the majority of the days at PV  
they made a big big deal over it,
"YAY you guys earned condiments pass out the ketchup salt and pepper, good job group, reward yourself with food."  
It was nuts now that i think about it.
"you guys were bad bad horrible teens and didn't earn your food today"
they did this every work day,
it was the main focus
"If you meet your work quota you get cake or sodas, cake and sodas"
cake and soda, cake and soda, cake and soda, again they repeated if you make your quota you get dessert or sodas or condiments throughout the day continously, it was pretty much all that was talked about by staff on work detail days "your not going to make your quota you bad horrible teens, no condiments if you don't make your quota"
"smack no cake and soda your a bad bulimic anorexic bad"
how the hell is that "treating" anorexia and bulimia?
seems more like torturing the anorexics and bulimics
they also took us on a field trip, a very very rare event, to Golden Corral of all places, we went on a field trip to just Golden fricken Corral, nowhere else.
everyone hit the buffet like a bunch of tortured teens out of a prison camp where they use food as a reward, they let the girls who were in there because of food problems pile their plates at the buffet too
it was nuts, i had gummy bears coming out of my nose practically
it was like what happens at colleges with a really bad cafeteria, about two months into the ramen noodle and mystery meat diet everyone gets a little weird about food.  Cross that with using food as a reward every work detail day and with holding dessert and condiments, and we were all  weird about food in there.  it probably killed a bulimic or anorexic or two.
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« Reply #1730 on: December 15, 2007, 06:37:14 PM »
we met the work quota's well enough to be allowed dessert rarely
i felt like Pavlov's dogs put it that way
"here cake dog cake don't you want some cake"
"well now that you mention it yes yes I do"
"no cake bad dog"
i kept waiting for them to hook up electrical wires to soda cans to shock us while they took notes.
"the teens, when presented with the proper inticement, seem willing to attempt to reach the soda even inspite of the shock up to 3.6 times, then they resort to the use of crude homemade tools, very ineresting, also it is fun to watch them twitch when shocked, hah hah hah hah"

 I'm sure they would have if they could have gotten away with it.  
if social services ever decided to show up for even a staff led tour it might have seemed odd.  Plus why resort to shocking people when you have so many other slightly less obvious ways to abuse them.
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« Reply #1731 on: December 16, 2007, 10:20:31 PM »
hey you know when i said we should all just use the law to save the world
i thought Guest was PV,
otherwise im down with some anarchy, fuck the socialism humans don't share well enough for socialism, look what happened to Russia and China and everywhere else, humans don't share well
i've said this before
all my life i've been abused by all these monsters and never been allowed to fight back, you can't fight back if you fight back at all they really get you, then they have a real excuse to kick your ass
anyway in reality if there is ever a riot I hope I organized it and I am certainly going to be in it. Nazis are Nazis.  
of course in reality if you ever so much as deck some one you get in a lot of trouble, it really does go down on your permenant record
i know i've punched a few people and you better believe the bastards deserved and it felt pretty good, but i got in a lot of trouble for it
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« Reply #1732 on: December 17, 2007, 12:17:02 AM »
ITS ALL CORRUPT OF COURSE THE LAW, IT REALLY IS
THE GOVERNMENT IS USUALLY HISTORICALLY SPEAKING AT LEAST AS BAD AS THE CRIMINALS, THE GOVERNMENT MURDERS, STEALS, EXPLOITS THE HELL OUT OF PEOPLE, IT MIGHT EVEN DRAFT YOU,
IT CRUSHES CHILDREN AND FAMILIES, PROTECTS PEOPLE NOT AT ALL
PV IS THE WAY WE TREAT ORPHANS IN THIS COUNTRY
HAVE YOU MET YOUR LOCAL SOUTHERN SHERIFF? THE GUY HAS A NECK ROLL AND HE'S THE NICEST OF THE GOOD OLD BOYS DOWN TOWN.  
TRY CALLING HIM ON A DOMESTIC VIOLENCE CALL, OR WHEN YOU’RE WELL OFF PARENTS START BEATING UP ON YOU,  
 I HAVE AND IT DOESN'T WORK OUT WELL
THE SCHOOLS EAT SOULS, THEY BEAT THE CRAP OUT OF KIDS AND RUIN THEIR LIVES LIKE A BUNCH OF NAZIS
I'M ABOUT SICK OF THE BUSH'S AND THE CLINTON'S TOO, HOW LONG NOW HAVE THOSE BEEN THE TWO CHOICES
THE TV HAS MORE PROPAGANDA ON IT THEN THE ASIAN COUNTRY I LIVED IN WHERE THE PROPAGANDA WAS A JOKE

I WENT TO LOOK AT THE SCHOOL THAT ACCEPTED ME, IT'S DOWNTOWN SO RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF A NICE SOUTHERN GHETTO, THE HOUSES ARE POOR, HALF OF THEM WERE PRETTY MUCH SHACKS AND BOARDED UP.  THERE WERE A LOT OF ORDINARY LOOKING PEOPLE LIVING THERE, BUT THERE WAS NO MONEY.
 IT SEEMED LIKE IT HAD LIFE IN IT, THERE WERE CUTE KIDS AND STUFF GOING ON AND GOOD FACES BUT IT I WISH YOU COULD HAVE SEEN IT.  
IT WAS THE WHOLE CITY, IT WAS JUST LIKE THE TOWN I LIVED IN COLORADO, THE CITY WAS ONE BIG BAD NEIGHBORHOOD.  OUT IN THE SUBURBS IT’S DIFFERENT
I FOUND AN APARTMENT ACROSS FROM THE HOSPITAL FOR 650 A MONTH
IT WAS NICE AND NEW, RIGHT NEXT DOOR ARE REAL GHETTO APARTMENTS THOUGH
CONSIDERING THE STATE OF THE LABOR LAWS IN THIS STATE, I'M THINKING COMPETING FOR THE FEW JOBS AT THE BEST BUY OR BARNES & NOBLES MIGHT NOT BE THAT GREAT.  THERE WAS LOTS OF TRAFFIC SO I GUESS PEOPLE LIVE AND WORK OUTSIDE OF THE CITY.  ALL CITIES FOR THE MOST PART ARE ABOUT THE SAME IN THE STATES I'VE FOUND.  DOWN TOWNS RUN DOWN AND EVERYONE LIVES IN THE SUBURBS.  

THE SCHOOL IN THE CITY WHERE MY FAMILY LIVES, THE ONE THATS BEEN GIVING ME THE HARD TIME, SENT ME A LETTER SAYING, WE WANT TO WAIT AND SEE HOW YOUR GRADES ARE THIS SEMESTER BEFORE WE ACCEPT YOU.  UNFORTUNATELY ALL THE CLASSES YOU HAVE TO TAKE WILL PROBABLY BE FULL FOR THE SPRING SEMESTER, SO YOU CAN PROBABLY TAKE CLASSES IN THE FALL.
HERE IS THE DIRECT QUOTE
"SINCE YOU ARE CURRENTLY ENROLLED AS A NON DEGREE STUDENT WE WILL NEED TO REVIEW THIS SEMESTER'S GRADES BEFORE MAKING A FINAL DECISION. WE WILL GIVE YOUR APPLICATION FULL CONSIDERATION AFTER WE RECEIVE THIS ADDITIONAL INFORMATION, PROVIDED THERE IS SPACE AVAILABLE IN THIS YEARS CLASSES."

I'VE APPLIED TO THIS SCHOOL EVERY SEMESTER FOR THE TWO YEARS.
IT GOES ON LIKE THIS FOR A WHILE, TALKING ABOUT FALL ACCEPTANCE AND SUCH.
LIKE I HAVE ALL THE FRICKEN TIME IN THE WORLD.  
THE THING IS I GOT THREE OF MY GRADES BACK FOR THIS SEMESTER ALREADY AND I GOT A'S IN ALL THREE CLASSES, I GOT A'S IN ALL THE CLASSES I TOOK THE SEMESTER BEFORE AT THEIR MISERABLE SCHOOL AS WELL.  FOR THE LAST FIVE YEARS I'VE GOTTEN NOTHING BUT REALLY GOOD GRADES.
IT'S HORRIBLE BECAUSE I HAVE A YEAR LEFT, WITH INTERNSHIPS AND SUCH, I JUST WANT TO FINISH
THIS SCHOOL ISN'T HARVARD, ITS MORE LIKE IOWA STATE.
IT'S JUST THE NORMAL SOMEWHAT CRAPPY REALLY LOCAL STATE SCHOOL.
I'M AN ADULT I CAN'T RELOCATE AND LIVE ON CAMPUS
THEY HAVE TO LET ME IN WITH THE GRADES FROM THIS SEMESTER BUT IT’S HORRIBLE

ABOUT FIVE YEARS AGO I FAILED TWO CLASSES, THIS WAS RIGHT OUT OF PV AND I DIDN'T HAVE ANY STUDY SKILLS AND WAS A MESS, MY HIGH SCHOOL CREDITS ARE FROM PV AND A MESS TOO.
OF COURSE I'M A SENIOR IN COLLEGE AND 25 SO OBVIOUSLY I CAN STILL DO THE DAMN WORK, I THINK THIS BOTHERS THEM, ONLY CHILDREN WHO FOLLOW THE PROGRAM IN HIGH SCHOOL CAN BE GOOD COLLEGE STUDENTS.
I HAVE SOME RANDOM ASSHOLE WHO HAS THE POWER TO LOOK AT ALL MY YEARS OF SUCH HARD WORK AND WHO THINKS THEY HAVE A RIGHT TO JUGGLE MY RIGHT TO FINISH AN EDUCATION.
THIS IS WRONG OK, ALL OF IT AND ALL OF IT HAS BEEN WRONG FOR A WHILE
I'VE WORKED MY ASS OFF, I'VE GOTTEN REALLY GOOD GRADES
DRIVING AROUND THE GHETTO ALL DAY LOOKING AT THE OTHER SCHOOL I COULDN'T HELP BUT THINK HOW A COLLEGE EDUCATION IS REALLY BLOCKED
DO YOU THINK THE SINGLE MOTHER LIVING IN THAT NEIGHBORHOOD HASN'T FAILED A CLASS FIVE YEARS AGO, OR ANY OF THE PEOPLE THERE

IN HIGH SCHOOL TOO, YOU HAVE THE SAME IDIOT ACTING AS THE GATE KEEPER
YOU KNOW IN THE PAST AROUND HERE WHERE I LIVE HALF OF THOSE GATE KEEPERS WERE SOMEWHAT RACIST; THE SCHOOLS DIDN'T DESEGREGATE TILL THE 1970'S, BROWN VS. BOARD OF EDUCATION BE DAMNED
I'VE DONE EVERYTHING ELSE I CAN AS WELL, THERE IS NO EXCUSE FOR THE LOCAL COLLEGES BEHAVIOR, I'VE GONE TO THE COMMUNITY COLLEGE AND RECEIVED GOOD GRADES, I WENT TO COLORADO STATE AND RECEIVED GOOD GRADES, I WENT TO THE PRIVATE WOMENS COLLEGE AND RECIEVED GOOD GRADES.  I CAN'T AFFORD TO GO TO THE WOMENS COLLEGE ANY MORE, I JUST WANT TO FINISH MY DEGREE.
THERE IS NOTHING IN THE WAY OF IT BUT SOME SHIT HEADS IN COLLEGE ADMISSIONS.      
I CAN'T HELP BUT THINK THIS COLLEGE GIVING ME SUCH A HARD TIME HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH MY MOTHER APPLYING FOR ME FOR THE FIRST TIME BACK IN 1999 RIGHT OUT OF PV.  SHE SPILLED THE BEANS PV STYLE, SO THEY KNOW I WAS IN PV AND SHE PROBABLY TOLD THEM I WAS A RECOVERING DRUG ADDICT, IE. POT HEAD. SO THEY THINK IF THEY ACCEPT ME I'LL SMOKE POT AND GO ON A RAMPAGE OR SOMETHING.  NO MATTER OF COURSE I'VE BEEN ATTENDING CLASSES AT THEIR COLLEGE FOR TWO SEMESTERS NOW AND I'VE NOT GONE ON A RAMPAGE, AND OF COURSE IF YOU TREAT SOMEONE SO RIDICULOUSLY UNFAIRLY THEY ARE A LOT MORE LIKELY TO FREAK OUT, IF I WAS NUTS I WOULD HAVE GONE ON A RAMPAGE A LONG LONG TIME AGO.  
ANYWAY, LIKE I SAID ITS AYN RAND'S "WE THE LIVING", WHICH EVERYONE SHOULD READ IT’S A GOOD BOOK, AROUND HERE
AGAIN I'VE GOTTEN BACK THREE OF MY GRADES FOR THE CLASSES I TOOK THIS SEMESTER AND THEY ARE ALL A'S. THREE A'S, I THINK I GOT B'S IN THE OTHER TWO CLASSES AND THE LAB I TOOK.
I HAD TO GO THROUGH HELL TO BE ALLOWED TO TAKE A FULL COURSE LOAD LAST SEMESTER TOO.

ON A BETTER NOTE I'M MOVING OUT, THE PARENTS AGREED TO GIVE ME MONEY
I THINK IT WAS THE THREAT OF VOODOO DOLLS, YOU THINK I'M JOKING
LOOK AT RELIGION, IT DOESN'T KEEP PEOPLE FROM ACTING HORRIBLY BUT IT KEEPS THEM NERVOUS ABOUT IT SOMETIMES.  I READ A LOT I COULD MAKE A MEAN VOODOO DOLL, I'VE BEEN BUSY WITH EXAM WEEK BUT I SHOULD PROBABLY MAKE A PV ONE, IF NOTHING ELSE IT WILL HELP ME WITH THE ANGER,
VOODOO THE LAST RESORT OF THE OPPRESSED AND ABUSED
WHY DO YOU THINK VOODOO HAS SUCH A BAD RAP REALLY, MAKES SOUTHERN NECK ROLL COP AND THE WHITE PEOPLE IN SUBURBIA NERVOUS.
ALSO I CAN SIGN UP FOR TWO CLASSES AT THE COLLEGE RIGHT AWAY
I'M GOING TO TALK TO THE ADVISOR ABOUT SIGNING UP FOR MORE AGAIN
I'M SURE IT WILL BE A BUREAUCRATIC NIGHTMARE, IT WAS LAST TIME BUT I MIGHT EVEN BE ACCEPTED AFTER THEY GET MY GRADES, SO BEFORE THIS UPCOMING SPRING SEMESTER.
I'M THINKING I WILL TAKE ONLY TAKE TEN CREDITS SO I CAN WORK MORE,
THERE ARE ONLY THREE CLASSES THAT I NEED THAT ARE STILL OPEN!  
THAT’S ONE OF THE BIGGEST PROBLEMS OF BEING SO FAR A LONG BUT NOT FORMALLY ADMITTED.
I SIGNED UP FOR TWO ALREADY AND THE LAST ONE SHOULDN'T FILL UP BY TOMORROW
AGAIN THIS IS THE LOCAL CRAPPY PUBLIC COLLEGE, YEAH PUBLIC EDUCATION IN AMERICA ISN'T CRAP, VERY FUCKING ACCESS ABLE
WE CAN ALL GET A COLLEGE DEGREE GEEE WIZ RONALD REAGAN

AT LEAST I'M OUT OF THIS THREE RING CIRCUS OF CRAZINESS AND ABUSE
AND I CAN TAKE TEN CREDITS, SO IM GETTING THERE
I SHOULD BE ADMITTED FOR THIS SEMESTER OR FALL BECAUSE I GOT THREE FRICKEN A'S DAMN IT, I GOT THREE A'S LAST SEMESTER AS WELL, THEIR STUPID SOUTHERN COW COLLEGE IS EASY, I WORK REALLY HARD TOO.
I THINK ASSISTANT PRINCIPLE PEGLER IS THE ADMISSIONS GUY
WE ALL REMEMBER THE ASSISTANT PRINCIPLE, STUPID FAT ABUSIVE STATUS QUO USUALLY WHITE CREATURE THAT HE WAS.  LIKED TO PICK ON AWKWARD TEENAGERS, WANTED EVERY ONE TO LOOK LIKE A CLEAN SHINY SPARKLY REPRESENTATIVE OF UBBER AMERICAN ADULT IDEALISM.
ANYWAY, I THINK I'M MORE FREE, I'M OUT OF THIS CRAZY HOUSE
THANK GOD
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« Reply #1733 on: December 17, 2007, 11:34:33 AM »
when i said riots sound like fun i meant a labor riot not the cultural revolution, labor riots are good because their aim is to cause property damage, this hits people were it really does hurt the most the wallet
howard zinn's "The peoples history of the US" has a lot of good accounts as to the proper way to have a labor riot.  
they used the same concept in the civil rights movement often
boycotting white stores and property damage
it is very effective, the money grubbing bastards don't want to have to buy new factory equipment, dead factory workers don't bother them, they can always find some poor immigrant to take their place
the cultural revolution turned out horribly as we all know, i'm pretty sure i die too in the cultural revolution, nerds didn't fare well
PV staff seems to have taken it over, large not especially bright sadistic slogan chanting bullying types?  when things get too ugly they always seem to take over, frightening really  
so anyway
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« Reply #1734 on: December 17, 2007, 01:14:32 PM »
Quote from: ""act.da""
::read::

http://http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OIzh6eg8lI4


C'mon EVERYBODY for Christ Sake! The kid worked hard on the video, so give him some PROPS!
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« Reply #1735 on: December 17, 2007, 08:28:48 PM »
i'll watch the video if the link gives me a virus
 i'm making a voodoo doll of you
i've already had some PV related computer problems
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« Reply #1736 on: December 17, 2007, 09:28:06 PM »
well that was a big pile of complete bull shit
which video did you mean for us to watch?
the one that shows all the Nazis with degrees that have ever worked at PV even in a round about sort of way in the last 20 years,
some of those degrees are things like rope course certification
like Pegler i don't think the fat ugly bastard has a college degree he's just a certified addictions and ropes course specialist
or did you mean the second video about PV down the list,
the one talking about how the one director i think isn't certified properly in the state of Tennesse?
the first one is a bunch of bull.
there are a couple people in the first video who still work at PV, the others are staff that are no longer there or people like family therapists who see the kids as often as their families do, ie. next to never, once every few months to once a month.  They are not pleasant characters but they don't restrain people or watch them in the shower and bathroom, run the group denouncement sessions, work detail etc.
 I think a lot of the family therapists must be only part time at PV, they don't work with the kids enough to be full time.  They probably work else where in Covenant health as well.  The family therapists are like the parent front for PV, they are there to deal with the parents, they really have little to do with the lives of the teens.
I saw two women who actually work with the girls full time at PV.  Both were there when I was there and they are total Nazis, you can tell really by looking at them, the one woman is head of girls STU, youngish has long brown hair and a nasty look on her face, she's a monster no joke, last life i'm sure she was pushing people into mass graves somewhere, the woman needs to be in jail far far away from any power over anyone especially vulnerable teens.  In girls STU she has almost complete power.    
Every survivor who posts says PV is a Nazi hell hole
go over to Fornits there are at least eight or nine
and they all say the exact same things in very different voices
PV is being sued by two people at least
I don't care how those monsters look on paper
a lot of the Nazis had degrees too
PV does what it does, all survivors say the same thing
PV even says the same things about it's program,
 PV has no medical bases whatsoever
using food as a constant reward for anorexics and bullimics?
PV is just human nature gone wrong and partying, while they rob the insurance companies and the state.
the holocaust really did happen people, humans are not often that great
in one of my classes a couple kids didn't seem to think the holocaust had actually happened.  It did as did a lot of other similiar things
human nature is sometimes ugly,people who are so inclined find places where they can behave in such ways
most people on that video again don't work at PV now, those are all the people who have ever worked at PV that have had degrees or certifications in something over the last twenty years.  
The one evil looking nurse guy is a PV staple, he's the one that gets called everytime a someone is restrained.  
I did notice that the mannish alcoholic director of the girls side when I was in wasn't pictured.  wonder why
I did see hairy scary once every six week therapist from back then, damn did that man need a nose hair trimmer, he's no longer with PV, now its just the creepy skinny pinkish guy
He's the only doctor i think
i can't believe that woman who was head of girls STU is still at PV.  
she was a graduate student when I was in, i mentioned this before, the head of girls STU was a grad student,
but you would think you would find a job where you don't have to live there three nights out of the week?  
 I don't think even head cousilor at PV pays all that great, it's creepy, with a masters she could get a normal job elsewhere.  Why stay at PV as ubber psycho for years and years and years?  You think you would want to get away from the bad hours and all the restraining, hmmmm.
same goes for Pegler, and the nurse guy.
PV does have random people come in every couple of months
I recognize one woman who would stop by once in a while to do a medicine wheel group, she would have us all sit in a circle for an hour in between the restraining, being timed in the toilet, four minute showers and work quotas, and she would tell us a cute little story about animals or something.  I doubt again that that was her full time job.  I think we would all just stare dully at her, in our hospital gowns.  

all of this bullshit could be cleared up pretty quickly if human services just went in and interviewed say five different teens from both sides.
don't let PV staff prepare for the visit or pick the teens, just go in and grab two random ones each from the different STU's and the rest from the cabins and  then ask "so whats it like here? Are you ok? do they restrain people all the time, ever seen any bruises, how long has everyone been in this one room, how long do you get to go to the bathroom or shower, do you do any homework? You only go to school two days out of the week?  You can't talk or look at the other girls?  You have no time at all to read or any other form of free time?  Do they make you do backbreaking abusive physical labor with food as a reward all the time?" and best of all "Do you feel like you are being abused?"
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« Reply #1737 on: December 17, 2007, 11:28:33 PM »
jesus was killed by church elders
Kurt cobain and layne staley were the incarnations of jesus for this century or at least this last decade, god likes to party,
the schools killed kurt cobain amen, they really did you should read a biography about him, ritalin kid, high school drop out, schools tormented the hell out of him, had him on so many uppers he needed downers to sleep at like ten,
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« Reply #1738 on: December 17, 2007, 11:39:19 PM »
damn jesus was hot
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« Reply #1739 on: December 18, 2007, 11:07:12 AM »
if you were referring to video two i apologize
that s a very good video, the guy did a great job with it
i just watched the first PV promoting pile of crude and it annoyed me
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