i'm not worried about getting into the State college next semester
i'm getting really good grades
i have found that resignation as to just the crappy realities of life
does a lot by way of instilling a feeling of almost humor, irony?
it is as it always has been and all that
once i figured out that this just is the way things are
like this is the hand of cards that is to be played
i found myself a lot less angry and more relaxed
books are good for this, random people not always
sometimes you end up in a forest of weird ones that are very hard to relate too and you can't see the forest or the trees or something
it's nice to actually have figured out what the cards are,
and to not be grief stricken at a few of them
people are really not often a help with this
they will rarely call a spade a spade
anyway
new topic
i found this great thing on AOL music, dailymotion I think
you can watch as many videos as you please for free and they have everything, Tori Amos, Billy Holiday videos!!!
actual videos of Billy Holiday lots of them, they are so great
and it's free and there is tons of stuff
but i went to the most watched videos, thinking it would be like Yahoo music, Justin Timberlake or some crap
but it wasn't, it was tons of porn
i guess people stream the videos?
I was surprised, i thought porn on the internet was kind of hard to get to
like downloading music or something
you either had to give them your credit card number and join a club or risk getting a virus
but on this AOL site it's not hard at all to get to,
it's offered you don't have to work to get it or anything,
just go to most watched videos under AOL music
i hate porn, it makes me want to kick something’s ass
i think this is a newish development in internet culture?
i'm kind of new to being on the computer all the time
these are the first online classes I've taken
but last time i was looking for music and such
there wasn't such easily accessible porn
as a teenager, 13 year old boy or something
it seems like it would be hard to avoid
all the other kids would be talking about it and such
porn is nasty stuff often too, not just sex or something
it seems like it might be bad to be inundated by it at such a young age?
porn can be really horrific stuff
i was just surprised to see it right there next to the tori and billy holiday videos on AOL music? The site itself isn't AOL but it's the site that AOL music takes you too when you hunt for videos
I didn't watch any of the porn so maybe it's light stuff
although the pictures didn't look light
i just think it's a new interesting, not in a good way,
development in the culture
no more stealing dads Playboys, now you go to AOL music and get your porn with your music videos by the ton?
I don't know, go to AOL music and look for any music video
it takes you to the Dailymotion site