Peninsula Village

[Anonymous]

agree with my whole heart
a great deal of society is sick
I think that's why i relate stuff to the civil rights movement
because it was that way then too
like it's so engrained in society
I think only something like that could change anything?
plus hippies look like they are having fun! and my life is not very much fun

[Anonymous]

a lot of the people on here
are total pigs though
in fact all of it really has made no sense and been
so stupid and nasty and abusive
much like the rest of reality
probably PV for sure
or who cares
I'm done with this

A lot of the people on here
are pretty cool and insightful though
reality is what you make it
life is abusive
just like PV and the rest
you'll find what you're looking for
whatever that is

[Anonymous]

yes this is true
and i said that
but some of them have been
really nasty
have you read some of the stuff
come on now
it was really bad
i am sorry in general to those who are nice
i have seen on other threads too and this one
everyone on here fights like a bunch of old women

this is a bit of a traumatic thing for me really
i am afraid of PV amd some things on this site have been frightening
I was being all nice with the above stuff I wrote
and I didn't want to be wimpy
a lot of the stuff on here has not been ok
and like hell I'm going to just be like
oh it's ok
fuck that
some things on here are bullying and really ugly
 but most people have not been
but anyway
 i wasn't picking on drinkers either
with my scary ex story
i've known very decent drinkers
and have been a bit of one myself
but i don't think alcohol added to a crappy personality
helps much
it's not that great with stress sometimes too

i don't mean  that  
there isn't a lot of good in life either
and i am actually a pretty happy person, in spite of all this

of course a thread about PV might end up looking a bit like a war zone
it's the nature of the beast and all that

i was joking too about the elk and homestead in the Rockies
although elk burgers are good
and have you  seen an elk, they are huge
you could eat one elk for a year, they are every where too
i would be sure to thank the spirit of the elk though of course
in the proper Native American ceremony
and I don't think i would know how to turn an elk into a burger?
and elk can be pretty fierce so i would probably just get trampled
they get very pissy during mating season
you also can get land for cheap in the middle of nowhere
and Colorado is very pretty
i don't really think 40 acres and an electric fence are the way to go
i have to say the fiance being with me at the time might have contributed to the idea

i can cross saw a log after all
i have had good survivalist lumber jack training
of course we only went to school on tuesdays and thursdays at PV
so i had plenty of time to learn homesteading skills
like tree chopping and stump digging
any way

[Anonymous]

when i say treating people like they are the uni bomber
i really just mean like they are crazy or dangerous
terrorist would be a better word perhaps
or how about colombine if we want to illustrate the point painfully
or Virginia Tech, or a meth addict or a whore
or a cutter, i like it when PV says that in their little bio
which pops up when you type in peninsula village
under google
PV takes cutters and sexual abuse
not even those who have been sexually abused
cutter, it sounds like something from a Stephen King novel
a degenerate freak or delinquent or something?

uni bomber is like unpleasant as a descriptive term for horror
it trys to make it bearable
it's horrible because
i am not crazy or dangerous
i am nice ask my dog or cat
I'm also rather nice looking and i tend to feel good about myself

it's how PV makes these teens out to be
i do my best to make things better for myself and those around me
and i did when i was in PV too
despite what they tried to make us think and turn us into
and how they tried to make us treat each other
and i don't have any symptoms of Bi polar disorder
which is a pretty damn general disorder over all
do you feel happy sometimes?
do you feel sad?
is how they are billing it now
that's not what it is
people with Bi polar disorder have chemical depression
which I don't have
there there bodies don't regulate serotonin properly
they release all the endorphins and such at once
causing a drug like happyness mood swing
and then the people crash into chemical depression
that is what the disorder is
not a way for pharmo companies to make a buck
and any disorder PV gives you is bogus anyway
at worst though the drugs they give for it are just drugs
another friend years ago had them and they were
very nice drugs
it's like the "Valley of the Dolls" or something  :roll:

it's pretty interesting that i would come on a site
to expose how horrific PV is
 and what do I get? the exact prejudice
that PV very obviously promotes
hmmmmmm
perhaps we can figure out who the real jerks on this site are
isn't that just lovely
PV those evil Nazi pigs
gives you a very vague disorder
so they can abuse you more when you try to expose their
monsterous abuse
I'm sorry i was in a great mood
I went to the park and walked the dog
but I come on this site and I am so angry and I feel afraid
PV is just so evil
how dare they those monsters
this is no joke
PV is no joke
it's not funny hah hah
lets all be friends or chatty or teasing or what ever
PV is hell and a money making scam
and that's all that matters on this site

[Anonymous]

yes this is true
and i said that

but some of them have been
really nasty
have you read some of the stuff
come on now
it was really bad
i am sorry in general to those who are nice
i have seen on other threads too and this one
everyone on here fights like a bunch of old women

Welcome to the real world my young friend.

this is a bit of a traumatic thing for me really
i am afraid of PV amd some things on this site have been frightening

Uh huh.  As it has been for all of us.

I was being all nice with the above stuff I wrote
and I didn't want to be wimpy
a lot of the stuff on here has not been ok
and like hell I'm going to just be like
oh it's ok
fuck that
some things on here are bullying and really ugly

Yeah, so? Some are not.  Why not focus on them?


 

but most people have not been
but anyway
 i wasn't picking on drinkers either
with my scary ex story
i've known very decent drinkers
and have been a bit of one myself
but i don't think alcohol added to a crappy personality
helps much
it's not that great with stress sometimes too

Uh yeah, not sure where you're going with this, but ok.

i don't mean  that  
there isn't a lot of good in life either
and i am actually a pretty happy person, in spite of all this

of course a thread about PV might end up looking a bit like a war zone
it's the nature of the beast and all that

i was joking too about the elk and homestead in the Rockies
although elk burgers are good
and have you  seen an elk, they are huge
you could eat one elk for a year, they are every where too
i would be sure to thank the spirit of the elk though of course
in the proper Native American ceremony
and I don't think i would know how to turn an elk into a burger?
and elk can be pretty fierce so i would probably just get trampled
they get very pissy during mating season
you also can get land for cheap in the middle of nowhere
and Colorado is very pretty
i don't really think 40 acres and an electric fence are the way to go
i have to say the fiance being with me at the time might have contributed to the idea

i can cross saw a log after all
i have had good survivalist lumber jack training
of course we only went to school on tuesdays and thursdays at PV
so i had plenty of time to learn homesteading skills
like tree chopping and stump digging
any way

Good for you.

[Anonymous]

i'm really done too
for one thing i have homework
but i really am a nice normal young women
who does nothing but work and go to school
and who really is nice to small children and animals
and who is honestly freaking herself out
by exposing PV and looking for sort of support for the abuse?
on a site that PV is going to read
like there are a lot of sites to help abused women cope
this just scares me
this is pretty horrible if you think about it

i kind of thought that,
what i have been through might help other survivors
the ordeal doesn't end after PV
I think it has ended for me almost?
like I'll be out of college before too long
there is no way I would ever end up in another abusive relationship
I'm an adult thank God
and i know what the hell is going on around me now
so any way I'm ok and I know it
i've run the gauntlet
i know what the hell is up and I'm doing great
i'm pretty much out
i think i wanted to write this before i was completely out and forgot or blocked how bad it was and is for foster kids and those working minimum wage and in abusive relationships with families or guys

so any way this has done me some good
like i helped stop the abuser maybe
 and they can be stopped!!
or at least exposed
so i got to tell my truth
nothing feels worse somehow then to be being abused and to have no one believe you and to tell you what you are going through isn't happening
or your fault and then slur you
 lots of people out of PV are posting stuff now
 and i hope it will do some kids in and out of PV some good
i don't know
all i know is I'm done
i'm going to the other nice site I found
for the survivors of abuse and trauma
where I'm not baiting sadistic Nazi PV people
this scares me and i don't need it

 God bless all you PV survivors
you have been through hell
and you are right
everything PV told you about yourself is wrong
all the abuse you endured was wrong
and take care of yourself and be careful!
and never give up
there is so much good in this world and you deserve it
and don't let them get to you
also post your story then go to a site for the
adult survivors of child abuse or sexual abuse
or abuse and trauma over all
it's a lot more understanding
not scary and kind is good

thank you for your help and for posting Jersey Gurl and Zen and
Milk blood and everyone
sorry if i was freaking out
i'm mad as hell at abusers
dukeing it out on here with scary PV staff isn't helping me feel less afraid though
it's hard not to do this, because I like to write
and I'm just so angry at the abuse I have endured
but it's not good for me
so again this is scary and PV is very scary and evil and i need not scary
so i'm done with it
god bless

[Anonymous]

i'm really done too
for one thing i have homework
but i really am a nice normal young women
who does nothing but work and go to school
and who really is nice to small children and animals
and who is honestly freaking herself out
by exposing PV and looking for sort of support for the abuse?
on a site that PV is going to read
like there are a lot of sites to help abused women cope
this just scares me
this is pretty horrible if you think about it

I believe that.  No one said any different that I remember.

i kind of thought that,
what i have been through might help other survivors
the ordeal doesn't end after PV
I think it has ended for me almost?

Yes, did anyone say different?

like I'll be out of college before too long
there is no way I would ever end up in another abusive relationship
I'm an adult thank God
and i know what the hell is going on around me now
so any way I'm ok and I know it
i've run the gauntlet
i know what the hell is up and I'm doing great
i'm pretty much out
i think i wanted to write this before i was completely out and forgot or blocked how bad it was and is for foster kids and those working minimum wage and in abusive relationships with families or guys

Excellent!

so any way this has done me some good
like i helped stop the abuser maybe
 and they can be stopped!!
or at least exposed
so i got to tell my truth
nothing feels worse somehow then to be being abused and to have no one believe you and to tell you what you are going through isn't happening
or your fault and then slur you

I agree.  Its terrible.

lots of people out of PV are posting stuff now
 and i hope it will do some kids in and out of PV some good
i don't know
all i know is I'm done
i'm going to the other nice site I found
for the survivors of abuse and trauma
where I'm not baiting sadistic Nazi PV people
this scares me and i don't need it

What is scaring you so badly here?

 

God bless all you PV survivors
you have been through hell
and you are right
everything PV told you about yourself is wrong
all the abuse you endured was wrong
and take care of yourself and be careful!
and never give up
there is so much good in this world and you deserve it
and don't let them get to you
also post your story then go to a site for the
adult survivors of child abuse or sexual abuse
or abuse and trauma over all
it's a lot more understanding
not scary and kind is good

Sage advice.

thank you for your help and for posting Jersey Gurl and Zen and
Milk blood and everyone
sorry if i was freaking out
i'm mad as hell at abusers
dukeing it out on here with scary PV staff isn't helping me feel less afraid though
it's hard not to do this, because I like to write
and I'm just so angry at the abuse I have endured
but it's not good for me
so again this is scary and PV is very scary and evil and i need not scary
so i'm done with it
god bless

I'm not sure what you mean by all that, but good luck.

[Anonymous]

again i'm not picking on Fornits
I'm picking on PV
and yes I agree the real world has a bunch of wackos
thank god i know that now and can avoid them
or if they are aggressive call the cops and run really fast

but this is a site PV probably reads
and some of the stuff on here
and on Cafety has obviously been from PV
so I'm not going to do this any more because
it is scary as hell
and it is probably only good so far for an abuse victim
to be able to say exactly what she thinks about the abuser
and have it pop up under the abusers name on the internet
so anyway this is a great thing in a lot of ways

but PV is scary as hell and I never want to have any contact  of any sort with any horror of a human being that is connected to staff at PV

[Anonymous]

again i'm not picking on Fornits
I'm picking on PV
and yes I agree the real world has a bunch of wackos
thank god i know that now and can avoid them
or if they are aggressive call the cops and run really fast

but this is a site PV probably reads
and some of the stuff on here
and on Cafety has obviously been from PV
so I'm not going to do this any more because
it is scary as hell
and it is probably only good so far for an abuse victim
to be able to say exactly what she thinks about the abuser
and have it pop up under the abusers name on the internet
so anyway this is a great thing in a lot of ways

but PV is scary as hell and I never want to have any contact  of any sort with any horror of a human being that is connected to staff at PV

I understand that but you're really ok.  There may be PV staff here, but they can't hurt you anymore.  They don't have the power that they made you believe they had.  Outside of their closed little world, they're meaningless.  Don't let them steal any more from you than they already have.

[hanzomon4]

again i'm not picking on Fornits
I'm picking on PV
and yes I agree the real world has a bunch of wackos
thank god i know that now and can avoid them
or if they are aggressive call the cops and run really fast

but this is a site PV probably reads
and some of the stuff on here
and on Cafety has obviously been from PV
so I'm not going to do this any more because
it is scary as hell
and it is probably only good so far for an abuse victim
to be able to say exactly what she thinks about the abuser
and have it pop up under the abusers name on the internet
so anyway this is a great thing in a lot of ways

but PV is scary as hell and I never want to have any contact  of any sort with any horror of a human being that is connected to staff at PV

I understand that but you're really ok.  There may be PV staff here, but they can't hurt you anymore.  They don't have the power that they made you believe they had.  Outside of their closed little world, they're meaningless.  Don't let them steal any more from you than they already have.

Preach, you're now the monster in their closet

[Anonymous]

thanks

[Anonymous]

hey final thought
things around my house have gotten better
like my parents are being very supportive of me going to school full time
and they are all excited and nice about my ebay business
i love my parents, i'm not expecting miracles
just a safe place to live till i finsh school or find non naked roommates
and they are not black or white
i think i may have gotten through to them some
finally
words really do help and change things
if i make another civil rights movement reference about that sorry
violence is nothing but horror and hurts you and is pointless
words appeal to the good that is there
i don't know that this applies everywhere
sometimes people can't be reasoned with
and you should run away very fast and call the cops
but don't let it get to you
and the pen is mightier then the sword in our society for sure
waving swords gets you in trouble fast
unless you are PV or my ex, then apparently abuse and weapons are societally acceptable? i don't know
 
hey PV if you want to see the light
and stop beating the kids
I'm sure God would be happy
haven't you ever been an awkward bullied abused teenager, at all?
do they grow you guys in a lab somewhere fully formed?
a little compassion and light in a program so devoid of it
like books or music or kindness and rest time from trauma and work detail
it can't do any harm and you hardly would have gone soft on them
also might make suing you harder, so never mind beat the kids and make them millionaires like who ever is on top of the food chain there is
If you are a PV higher up or connected and in denial,
like a family therapist or teacher
for god sakes, what the hell do you think is going on!
blinders jesus amen

hey and schools make kids feel stupid even when they are not!!
which is bad and also should be stopped
and schools are boring and tedious and teachers make you jump through hoops for no reason and teach you very little and you have to do all the research and teach your self

[Anonymous]

again and some rest time from trauma and work detail
more then two days of school a week and being allowed to read might be a good idea too

[Anonymous]

I have seen a sporadic and curious posting on this thread from time to time and I finally understand it.
        DAMAGE brought to us by PENINSULA VILLAGE

            the damage that keeps on damaging

I am sorry for mokara, and all others who have suffered at the hands of    Peninsula Village.


     

Agreed. I can't see how anyone could possibly take offense to anything Mokara says. She is so obviously.... hurt, deeply, deeply hurt. Whether her problems surfaced only after PV or have long been there, she shouldn't have been there and it clearly helped muddle her mind a little. How can you have anything but compassion for her?

+1

x2

∞

Yah, OK, I will be the one to say it again even tho YoungMan put it to the infinity already.

DAMAGE brought to us by PENINSULA VILLAGE
        the damage that keeps on DAMAGING

[Anonymous]

hey final final thought
i didn't mean to pick on gay people
generalization is wrong
everybody is an individual
all groups of individuals
have some dangerous people
i know very great wonderful got to love them gay people
that are a great asset to the human race and
nice to small children and animal
this applies to straight men and women too!!
some are jerks

i think i need to join a labor union
is it true that northern states have something called l a b o r u n i o n S?
what is this strange beast
oh i know those things that we are taught are the norm in America
like equality and protection from abuse by the law huh.
again anyone that doesn't believe me
GO TO GOOGLE SEARCH TYPE IN
NC DEPARTMENT OF LABOR
under the NC department of labor search type
the forty hour work week
OR THE NUMBER OF DAYS IN A ROW it is legal to work
one of those two searches
turns up what I posted about how the forty hour work week starts back over at zero whether you have had a day off or not
it's a little like poligamy in Utah
i don't think any one is over seeing it
states rights man

or prison camps for anorexics in the Appalachian mountains of Tennessee
where they are allowed no books or free time
and go to school two days a week
it gets weird out here in the hinter lands
again how does one join a labor union?
i know the history some
Howard Zinn's "The People's History of the United States"
is very good
but what good does it do me now?

and yes i am picking on the Hinterlands!
and NC really isn't that out here
but is sure feels like it!
at least legally, their laws are bad
otherwise it's a pretty state
around here though labor laws are COMMUNIST!
Say that with a country club southern drawl please
come on "Communist"
again people
turn over the rock
it's like oh my god
there are bugs!

go to google search and type in abuse
read all the prompts that pop up
abused women or abuse in foster care
it makes you question the health of the legal system
not only do the abusers not
 get punished, the abused often do
 it's quite a world
people really need to be more careful
and pay attention

and for gods sakes
never ever ever trust the guy who owns stock in something
Jesus :roll: