I am VERY interested in why that bitch was fired. Have you called her? I sent her an email - here it is:
Dear Brandi,
While I was at CEDU, you made my life hell. Then when I saw where you got your "degree" I laughed my ass off! You were always one of those power-hungry "superior" types who really didn't care what anyone was actually feeling. We kids always talked about the slutty undertone always present in you. You had an air about you that said "slut." Most of the kids called you a bitch. I said that anyone named "Brandi" comes from trash, and anyone stupid enough to not know what a fucking stupid name "Brandi" is remains trash! Believe it or not, I was defending you. I said you couldn't help being the way you were. After all, you were "Brandi." Pure white trash. Didn't you ever figure out that Brandi is a white trash name? It was a big joke there and you didn't even know it!
I'm glad CEDU fired your ass. My parents said that some of the other parents wondered about the place because CEDU had you in such a high position here.
They were worried about their kids and wanted to send them somewhere, but they asked themselves what kind of a place promotes someone like YOU! You had no sophistication and actually ENJOYED slamming the kids in raps and propheets. The crap you revealed about yourself confirmed it in us - you really were an ignorant slut. Why the HELL would you get all histrionic like that about your own past? Is that supposed to be therapeutic? It's not. It's inappropriate. But you were too ignorant to even know THAT! My own therapist has told me that "counseling" never involves such behaviors.
I was in therapy after I left CEDU. My therapist was very concerned about what I said about CEDU - and you. He actually contacted the local authorities. I learned that San Bernardino county won't put ANY kid there, but they put kids in lots of other places. I learned that YOUR name is actually mentioned among county case managers! They HATE you! Wow! That's some power you have! Power is always what you wanted, isn't it? ...well, you got it!
I've been out of CEDU for a while and am going to school - oh, a REAL school, by the way! You know - a university that is accredited and people actually respect. Not a piece of shit like California Coast College mail-order school. It's not even accredited, but you call yourself a person with a "degree" in psychology! Ha, ha, ha, ha!!!!
It's interesting to me that although I'm a happy
person (outside of the occasional disturbing nightmare about CEDU - or YOU screaming the SHIT you screamed at us) - although I think I'm past my experience, the mention of your name makes me feel like shit. I've been sober ever since about a year AFTER I "completed" your program, but hearing your name makes me want to go smoke weed. Looking back, I can honestly say that you were an important part of the FUCKING MISERABLE experience I had at CEDU! NO one in my life has been as abusive, inappropriate, and anxiety-provoking as you. I am convinced that you enjoy making kids miserable. Because of you, my parents vigorously tell potential parents to NOT send their kids to CEDU. You made quite an impression.
SO, for all the hell you put we kids through, I'll say this - GO TO HELL! And for god's sake - learn some word besides MANIPULATING! Didn't it ever occur to you that some kids are fucking miserable and trying to figure out how to feel better? Is "manipulate" the only word you know?!!? Oh, yeah - I forgot - you "diagnosed" this girl as bulemic because you said you "saw the empty look in her eyes just like you had when you were bulemic." WHAT THE HELL?!?!? She was PSYCHOTIC! But you could diagnose her because YOU were fucked up!
I'm going to go back to my STUDIES where I'm in a REAL school. I'm going to try once again to put this behind me. I've done so well putting it past me; then I got an email with your goodby letter in it. Everything came rushing back. How much we all hated you... how abusive and ignorant you were... how we had to act like we were doing better so we could get on your good side. HA! You have no good side. I can genuinely say that years later, I hate you as much as I did when I was there. And I became one of your favorites! I guess that word is good for you - manipulate... that's what we LEARNED to do to survive. Pretend everything was
going so great.
I'm through ranting at you now. I always wanted to tell you exactly how I felt. Now I did, so I'm going back to my homework.
Go to hell, Brandi Elliott. Go to hell.
"Phil"
cc: George P. Condas, Ph.D.
