Hey man!!! YEAH I SAID MAN!!!!!! I remember you now....I had my difficulties when i left there.....but you know....I learned what REAL friends were. My buds helped me out in so many ways. Yeah, I got into trouble, I tried more drugs than I should have, I couldn't even go outside, when i copped-out, I was so terrified to look out the window at the real world, when I finally went outside, I had to crawl through the door. A friend helped me through that....It's AMAZING yet scary as fuck to look back on those days.....Just reading the stories of what other ppl wrote that actually knew what i went through, is pretty incredible and overwhelming at the same time....Yeah...I smoke.....Yeah.I drink.....but you know what????If I need to resort to those two things, the rest of my life, then i will gladly do so, That fucking place changed my life, and i know there are things with how i feel about me, that i can directly relate to 16-17 years ago. But.....DON'T get me wrong......I've moved on from that place....and its really interesting to read through these sights....and hear from ppl i once knew back in that FUCKED-UP period in my life. I know you guys/girls understand.....just as much now, as in the past........That's what REAL friends are for-------Moonman* :smokin: