to me its maybe not so important to understand the finer points of the synanon evolution into straight. It is important to know that the whole goddamn thing ,stinks to high heaven. mk ultra ,styanon, the seed ,str8> all like rotten fish.
Also I find it extermely upsetting to know that while a shitload of us were sweating it out on front row,sitting in that goddamn morgan yacht, right across tha bat,in tampa BCCI was laudering a shit load of $ to keep the Iran/contra thing afloat.The ties to the Reagan/ Bush/ Bush administations were un-deniable. The whole war on drugs was a sham. I mean w's GRANDFATHERs bank did big business with the Nazis,so how far from the tree do you think that apple fell? Union something bank, I believe was the name of it, I think in conn.
So in my mind hers how it really went. Make $ by enabling others to bring god knows what into the country, profit hugely from it,than appear to support an anti drug agenda, meanwhile try to gain the support of a cadre of brainwashed fucks ,the bastard stepchildren of mk ultra gone sideways. Im not done lookin at this bs yet either.
Talkin like this will probably get me killed someday. I dont give a shit. My way of thinkin is that we are just more collateral damage of a government gone mad. No different than ever it was, Even though people like newton,peterman,ross,barker and deidrich were all petty nazis..they too were used simply for thier zealotry...and could be easly cast aside or made to fall from grace,be discredited or fall on thier own swords. Once I began to understand ,It became clear to me that this cherade had ,been twofld,to break wills,while keeping up the mask of propriety, The rest has less importance.
