"reformed12stepper" wrote:
That was a good article. i wish there were more like it. Most people think that ideas like "reaching rock bottom" and doing the 12 steps are the only answer because the other options are not as widely publicized.
Well I wish that was the case but it is not, the
church still reins supreme in the department of where do most folks go looking for help with there addictions.
Listen, hitting rock bottom is a relative term, you do not have to loose everything, to hit "rock bottom". Here is another term widely used, for any change to happen one must feel pain. That is a very accurate statement.
Which is kind of my point danny. When you are taking a lot of stuff you go to the most publicized option which is 12 steps. When it was not my thing i felt like a real failure and got a little worse for a while. I was lucky to have a relative who is a doctor & she said some of her patients had privately complained of the same thing. This gave me a lot of hope.
Well most of the folks I have talked to had never even heard of AA at first, I did not. I did not even know AA existed until I was in a detox program for 15 days. The first treatment plan I had heard of was detox then church.
I should add that 12 steps is not cult like in the traditional dramatic sense. Some chapters are also
possibly different to others and more relaxed. But it is a gradual sort of thing. Like at first they say take what you want and get rid of the rest. But then when you do you can be accused of being in denial. Like with the whole issue of powerlessless.
I am not sure where you got this cult dynamic from but I can only assume it is from the same literature and experiences many folks here have been through.
When you talk of or about AA there are two dynamics happening the literature and the people. Yes the people can be cultist, brainwashed and act like robots. They can be dirty old men and women, they can be all walks of live here in America. Then there is the AA literature that I read and understand the principles they are teaching, which are basic life values.
AA is not made up of chapters, they are groups which
you give way to much
power to.
Who is "
they", that is telling you these things. If you had "
read" the book you would not be referencing people as much nor would your "
dependence" be placed in the people in AA.
The only issue with powerlessness is your misunderstanding of the phrase because you have not read the book. You are paraphrasing the same opinion everyone else here has. They choose to have there opinion of what powerlessness is, which is fine just stop saying this is what AA is saying.
Even if you are religious there is still this idea that god gave you freewill so if you exercised it to snort thousands of dollars by yourself then surely you can exercise it to turn your life around. This sounds arrogant but if you feel like shit for doing some of the bad things that you did on drugs as most of us invariably do, then why is it so bad to take the credit for turning your life around? Why do you have to surrender to anyone's will be it god or he group?
You don't have to, AA does not demand that you choose a god as you explained above, pick whatever one you want or not. There are many atheists in AA.
Where are you getting your information from or are you looking for this to suit your opinion of AA.
There was also a subtle level of emotional blackmail. I mean they dont say cut off your friends but anyone not on the "journey" should be held at a distance. Or friends being expected to refrain from drinking out of love. If they don't is it because they don't love you? Even if your issue is drug abuse not alcohol? I saw one woman being advised to divorce her husband of 10 years for not being on the journey. That seemed a bit strong to me. I did not think anyone was in a position to give advice on such a big issue.
Like I said before in my last post, I am sure you are not hanging around your friends that you snorted coke with every night, so why are you making a big deal out of someone suggesting that you take it easy with the people you intend on hanging with so you can ensure you stay clean. Stop reading so much into every suggestion.
I got sober in Connecticut, where 50% of my family is and my late wife's. Every party we went to 90% of the folks were drinking and at times smoking pot, all I needed to know is that they had my back. My family and friends knew I needed to get my life together and they supported that and if some of those folks did not support me, so be it, that is life.
Now since when does AA have to take such a hit because people who attend AA meeting give out bogus opinions. I am sure there are people in your life right know that also give folks bogus advice on life, I don't hear you railing against them here also.
Dude stop blaming AA, for what people who attend meetings are saying. READ THE BOOK.
I should add that many meetings go for far longer than an hour. Some people are encouraged to do more than give up an hour of their lives,
Well my friend I have been to AA meeting in practically every state in this country (including Alaska and Hawaii) and 12 other countries, every meeting was no longer then a hour and a half with a 15min break after the first 45 mins, this was in New England and California with the South and Mid West going for a hour with no break.
they are urged to give up loved ones and friends not on the same path.
Yes my brother, cousin and several friends gave up love ones who continued down a path of self destruction. Just like you would give up a girlfriend that was not working for you, a job that was treating you disrespectfully and so on.
This can ultimately mean that if you are not careful you can miss out on all the stuff that makes drug free life great! Thats not to say aa does not work for some but given the choice of spending my time and putting my trust in the hands of strangers, or enjoying the company of loved ones the latter will win for me every time.
Dude I am not sure where you have gotten all your information from but ya know what, it really does not matter. It sounds like you are doing great and that is what counts. I am happy for you, having a habit of cocaine is not fun.
There are no strangers in AA if you are in AA. It was not for you so please don't knock someone else for there experience of loving relationships. There are many relationships I have because I met someone at a meeting.
Why you think folks are missing out on life.....lol.
I would almost bet my life, that your life right now is no different then someone else that struggled with cocaine who is in AA/NA. Your not better then they are, that my friend is very condescending.