okay i'll repeat it just because... russ decker was a student at rma, later in his adult life he worked at cedu as a staff.... i attended cedu as a student from 2000 to 2002... and am not shocked he beat his child (step-child, like it matters) i remember as an older student sitting in raps while he would scream at the top of his lungs at me that my "tits" discusted him and he would then ask why i didn't take my clothes off and dance in the middle of the group, when i would be histarical screaming back how sick i thought he was and how much i hated him, he would then tell me to stick a gun in my mouth and not cop out this time.... i wish it was a joke or elaborated, but anyone that attended cedu knows the intensity of the raps and the program, russ was a huge advocate of "anger work" and swore by it, because it had "helped" him so much with his "anger" or so he says.... so if you didn't participate in "anger work" he would say your not doing your work and just dig and dig and dig and push and push and push you until you snapped.....