An Apology to Survivors of Straight from a Former Exec Staff

[Valhalla]

Thank you, Rich.  I know I've said it about 3 or 4 times now in various venues, but I think it's important that every venue is covered.

I am so thankful that you have come out and written this letter.  I hope that it will get passed around to 'others' and this spark will start a fire.  It just takes a catalyst....

I can only imagine what you are going through right now with the memory gush, the guilt, and all the rest of what comes of being where we were.  I wish you and your family all the best.  You know how to get in touch if you need to...Skype.

V.

[Anonymous]

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Just thought this should be bumped to the first page.

[Anonymous]

hello richard, would you give me a reply contact email, as i think you might be able to shed some light on questions i have which could help me out.

[Anonymous]

This post is in response to the Straight, Inc. Survivor's Letter Requesting Acknowledgement and an Apology.

My name is Richard Mullinax. From 1985 - 1989, I was a staff member at Straight Incorporated, a drug and alcohol treatment facility for adolescents. If my memory serves me correctly, the dates, locations and positions of my employment were as follows:

Fall 1985 - Group Staff Trainee, Springfield, VA
Fall 1985 - Spring 1986 - Junior Staff, Springfield, VA
Spring 1986 - Winter 1987 - Senior Staff, Springfield, VA
Winter 1987 - Spring 1987 - Executive Staff, Springfield, VA
Spring 1987 - Fall 1987 - Executive Staff, Cincinnati, OH
Fall 1987 - Spring 1988 - Executive Staff, Springfield, VA
Spring 1988 - Spring 1989 - Executive Staff, Atlanta, GA

There were brief periods between 1985 and 1989 that I was not employed by Straight, and I may have some of the months wrong above.

For 19 years, I gave very little thought to my actions as a staff member of Straight. Then, in the Spring and Summer of 2008, I began to interact with Straight Survivors and listened to their experiences. As the weeks and months progressed, I became increasingly aware of the damage I caused to Straight Survivors as a staff member. After much reflection on the events of the 1980's I have become very much aware that many Straight Survivors lost their integrity, innocence, sense of self worth, youth, ability to trust others, family relationships and more as a result of my actions as a staff member, and I deeply regret that I am responsible for this as a Staff Member.

I realize now that many Survivors still suffer from diagnosed psychological disorders such as posttraumatic stress disorder, severe depression, social phobias, panic disorders, etc. caused by imprisonment in Straight, Inc, and that many Survivors still endure vivid Straight, Inc. nightmares, can still hear the screams of children as they were abused, and cannot forget the abuse they personally endured or witnessed as vulnerable children. I am deeply ashamed of my role in this, including not putting a stop to it.

By publishing this this letter in a public forum, I publicly acknowledge that Straight, Inc. unjustly committed various crimes, abused children, and utilized extremely unethical practices against innocent young clients, which included, but were not limited to the following:

1)   Brainwashing (aka coercive thought reform);
2)   Physical abuse;
3)   Usage of illegal and or unethical restraints – children routinely restrained children at the direction of staff for minor infractions (i.e. not motivating, not paying attention, etc.);
4)   Unethical forms of extreme humiliation, including but not limited to; beltlooping, no privacy/watched while urinating, defecating, or bathing, motivating;
5)   Food deprivation (ie. peanut butter diets, inadequate portions of food);
6)   Sleep deprivation – caused by unwarranted, prolonged daily group hours (12), other time spent in the building (up to at least 3 additional pre and/or post group hours), lengthy commuting time, and in many cases, due to intentionally withholding sleep as punishment for not “cooperating” to coerce compliance;
7)   Verbal abuse – unduly harsh confrontational tactics that included swearing, screaming, yelling, spitting, belittling, humiliating, etc., a child in front of a large group of child clients;
8   Sexual abuse; (while I was not aware of this while on staff, in recent months I have become aware, through the testimony of other Straight survivors, that this did happen)
9)   Psychological abuse;
10)   Coerced confessions;
11)   Unjustifiable and lengthy isolation in intake and/or time out rooms;
12)   Denial of necessary medical care;
13)   Kidnapping;
14) False Imprisonment;
15)   Accepting clients with little/no drug history (the so-called “dry druggie” theory); (Specifically, I was personally responsible for conducting client intakes that resulted in children with little history of drug or alcohol use);
16)   Employing uneducated, unprofessional teenage staff. Specifically, I allowed myself to be employed by Straight as a counselor, knowing full well that I had no outside training and no education.

Additionally, I apologize for the allowing the abuse, unethical practices and crimes to continue for years, and lending my name to, sponsoring, recommending, and endorsing Straight Inc., and for admitting children, their siblings and parents to Straight Inc., and for failing to properly and adequately oversee and monitor Straight, Inc.

I regret my decision to go on staff and I regret my actions as a Straight staff member. I made the decision to go on staff and I made the decision to advance to Executive Staff. I am responsible for these actions and take full responsibility. As a former Straight client myself, I, of all people, should have known better.

I am aware of several former Straight clients who have taken their own lives. Many of these people I knew personally. I can't begin to understand the circumstances of each death, but I have no doubt that in some of these deaths Straight had a role in this. My heart aches for the victims of suicide and their loved ones. I wish I could bring them back.

I would like to turn the clock back to 1985 and make better decisions. However, I am unable to undo the damage I have caused. I am unable to make any financial restitution to former victims, as well. However, in recent months, I have had the honor and privilege of interacting with former Straight clients who were victims of my actions and the actions of other Straight staff. It is my hope that these interactions have been a step toward healing the wounds that have remained for 2 decades.

Along those lines, there is something I can do; I can make myself available to Straight Survivors. If you or someone you know feels it would be productive to communicate privately with me for any reason, please contact me at [email protected]

In closing, it is my sincere hope that survivors of Straight can find the healing and closure that they need and deserve. I look forward to being a part of that healing.

Sincerely,

Richard Mullinax
Straight Inc. Staff
1985 - 1989

 :jawdrop:  ::OMG::

... :peace:

[Anonymous]

Richard Mullinax,
This is Chris Harper. Do you remember me? I was admitteed to Straight Atlanta in Sept. 1988. I graduated in December of 1989. I was also a "staff member in training" for a couple of months untill I relapsed.
Please I would like to speak to you personally.
My email address is [email protected]

[Anonymous]

There are some of us that don't care about an apology . There are quite a few that want justice for crimes committed against us.

[Froderik]

There are some of us that don't care about an apology . There are quite a few that want justice for crimes committed against us.

Understood, I hear you. The apology is a great gesture, though, especially considering the magnitude of it being given by someone as "high up" as executive staff. Perhaps an apology like this one here, which can be conducive to people (mainly ex-str8 parents) gaining understanding about what Straight really was, will ultimately be helpful in bringing about some justice, who knows.

[Anonymous]

There are some of us that don't care about an apology . There are quite a few that want justice for crimes committed against us.

Yeah well, good luck with that.  

In the meantime, I don't remember any other staff, exec or otherwise, doing anything remotely like this.   It takes some hefty nads to come on a site like this and man up like this ex-staff did.    He's earned a little respect for that, in my book.

[Anonymous]

There are some of us that don't care about an apology . There are quite a few that want justice for crimes committed against us.

Agree.

[Anonymous]

There are some of us that don't care about an apology . There are quite a few that want justice for crimes committed against us.

Agree.

Okay.

[wdtony]

There are some of us that don't care about an apology . There are quite a few that want justice for crimes committed against us.

Understood, I hear you. The apology is a great gesture, though, especially considering the magnitude of it being given by someone as "high up" as executive staff. Perhaps an apology like this one here, which can be conducive to people (mainly ex-str8 parents) gaining understanding about what Straight really was, will ultimately be helpful in bringing about some justice, who knows.

Absolutely. And the fact that he wrote "brainwashing" as one of the extremely unethical practices utilized by Straight is very important.

I wonder if anyone at Straight ever showed him any type of paperwork explaining how to brainwash? Or that they knew they were brainwashing kids, that would be key in exposing the techniques still being used in spin-offs to the public.

[richmullinax]

[email protected]

hello richard, would you give me a reply contact email, as i think you might be able to shed some light on questions i have which could help me out.

[Anonymous]

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[Anne Bonney]

Thanks Rich.  That took some guts to do.  Especially here.  I appreciate the thoughts and it does help (me at least) to actually hear an apology from someone.  It's, at the very least, a little bit of validation and I have sorely needed that for years and years.  And who knows, as Frod said maybe it'll strike a chord with somebody else.  And they'll tell two friends. And so on and so on and so on.

[Anonymous]

yeah, rich, what kind of shampoo do you use?