the PM I got.. i'll quote part of it here:
there is also another guest that is posting that is not me. im not the one continuing to bring up the zen thing, im done with this infighting.
Ok this appears to be a misunderstanding. I am the poster who pm'd psy. I wasn't actually saying that I AM the other guest, I just was saying, since we were both going on about the zen thing, that it's not me who posted about it again, because I already pmed psy what I know, and arguing about it publicly causes division and all that. What I was saying earlier in this thread, and what I pmed psy was I was the one who quoted the original zen post. He posted it as I quoted it (which I changed to not make CCM's & husbands name permanent). He deleted or edited it before I quoted it, but I used my back button to quote it, thats why there was no link to the post.. just like earlier in this thread when I quoted the part of psy's post about CCM he edited out. There is no trace of that either, no edit tag or anything because it happened before I clicked quote, but all I had to do was push the back button in my browser, and copy/pasta.
Since I already stated this a bazillion times in this thread, and then pmed psy about it, I told him I was going to drop it. I was the one arguing with psy about him threatening/banning about what I said in the chatbox. We talked about it and realized that was a misunderstanding, and that's why I said "Im done with this infighting", realizing that it was a mistake and hurts all of us. I got mad in this thread when I read the part of psy's post that basically called CCM a liar(which he edited out, but I then quoted), because I know for 100% fact that the post existed as I quoted it. I thought that statement made survivors look bad and so brought some old shit up angry with psy about that and the double standard of banning me and not thewho.
But, I never said I was this guest who posts as "asd", if it came off like that in the pm, definitely not my intent. in fact I think they called me a troll a few pages ago, hehe. There have been several guests in this thread, and I just wanted you(psy) to know that you were no longer arguing with me.. thats all. Anyways, hope this clears some shit up.