You know that feeling when you have decided to quit smoking for the 3rd time and you leave the store without any smokes, there are none in the car or at home and you realize that you are going home for the night? That reality that sets in? You leave the store at 8:30 but you look in your review mirror to double check that the store is still open till 11:00. Isnt that an indication that you haven’t fully committed? That you are leaving the door open to possibilities like you get a disturbing phone call and you need to know you have access to a cigarette just in case you need it?
That is how I am feeling, it is not a good feeling.
Maybe we can have the auction next Monday, you know, fresh week after everyone is relaxed from the weekend.
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