Wow this thread is very depressing :sad:
You know people, I myself this is just my oppinion but, talking ,relating ,Rap or what ever you want to call it, was not all that bad , to me being incarserated held on to by my belt loops or by the back of my jeans and being detained against my will,not able to go to the bathroom unless someone walked me there that was the bitch about the whole place a person standing at any door area incase someone would "SPLIT"
remember that word everyone would yell? I feel this way If there is going to be such a drug program get rid of the datained attitude. why in the hell dont they buy a old motel or somewhere like wise and have everyone just come down for maybe 4-5 hours a day, 5 days a week have the weekends off. this whole bullshit where you sit in a fucking seat for 9-12 hours a day is torture.At least if you did not want to be there you had the liberty to walk out like it should be! oh god, I just remembered the Massage group thing where everyone would sit down and line up behind one another and for 5 minutes massage the person in front of you then good old Mrs. Peterman(THE "BITCH" )would blow the whistle and everyone would switch.Remember the time when you were talking to the group about something when you got picked and some prick would start snapping his fingers and trying to get the staffs attention so he could stand up and try to make brownie points to stand up in front of the group interrup you and tell you that you were full of shit that you were hidding something that you have been acting suspiscious or something the next thing you know the whole place has there hands up waiting to come down on you I will never forget stuff like that. I did not make it to christmas but after 6 months on first phase I had enough!!! I want to go ahead and go to jail because at least there My mother could visit me not have to earn the right to talk to her for 5 minutes? against a wall!Im sorry to hear that christmas time is a bad memory for some of you! Just try to remember the real reason for the season Jesus!