Well, I was in a Straight copycat program, not wilderness, but... I first went down to less than 90 lbs (had been 115 and skinny when I went in) then after being starved into eating dairy, I put on a lot of weight. Probably up to 130 (most I've ever weighed except for when recently pregant). And I was soo sick. My face was horribly bloated... I looked awful. Comparing before during and long after photos is shocking. I look completely different. Healthy before, healthy now and drugged (not drugged, just looked like it), bloated and waaay out of it during. I can't look at those pictures, they make me feel ill. It's like I was a completely different person. I'm a small little hippy chick, but in there I was something else. Not alive really. Remembering is foggy, and that's for the best.