..........stick your head in dog doo.
Child Please! First of all, I wrote cruelest, which any reasonably educated 3rd grader could ascertain my acknowledgement of the wrongfulness of my actions some 28 years ago.
Second, as a jerk, it was basically my intentions to cause as much chaos and disruption as possible. Exposing the brutality and stupidity of the Program, its policies, and it's staff was what I was all about. I just did'nt lie back and take it. I was willing to put my own neck on the line to expose the Program for what it was...pure bullshit, much like your attempt to cast a bad light on me is doing.
Third, I use the term "poor girl," which any reasonable person who is recieving a steady supply of OXYGEN to their brain could fathom that yes, I do indeed feel a bit of guilt and responsability for what transpired after my yelling the word "SPLIT" some 28 years ago.
Fourth and most importantly, is the fact that the poor girl would have been tackled regardless of my being there or not, for the simple fact that Staff had fucked up by not announcing who made Home prior to the meeting. I was keen, alert, saw my chance and I took it. I am not particularly proud of what I did, but at least I did not just sit there and be a victim and I REFUSE to entertain the notion that I should feel bad about it. You were not there, as far as I can tell, therefore, what is the point of your comments other than to call me a bad person. You call me an asshole, yet you cannot come up with ONE Joe Mama joke, not one.........jeez, I feel so empty now, I was robbed, I was robbed :cry2: :cry2: ::crybaby:: ::crybaby:: ::bangin::