Would it not be fantastic if you had the stability or whereabouts to stay in your own home? Seems that you have totally forgotten the obnoxious ass you were when you got taken there.. How would you treat an ungrateful, spoiled rotten, angry, uneducated, lunatic? Hugs, and kisses? Or a whip in the ass?
My brother went to Chilanko Lodge, a full blown speed freak with no grounds. He came home an adult, with 21 units of college courses. He fished, and cooked. Yeah, it wasn't great. But it sure as hell beat his own life. He learned to respect work, and people. He learned to appreciate things. What happened to you?