God I keep getting bumped off trying to post here .
Hey Ginger ,
I think that the tone of the board is starting to change . I would like to believe it is and I hope it remains .
There is a lot of golden nuggets ,rich in truth, liberally sprinkled through out that forum.
It would be a shame to see it go .
I think though that the lunacy found on that board is a direct result of the type of the program that was administered by elan and its henchmen. You know the history ,the program began with the mother of them all synanon. Simply put elan is a variant of synanon and the lunacy is in direct correlation with how elan and its henchmen instituted it's brand (of the program).
God I hope that makes sense .
During my time elan was a very sick and twisted place that in my opinion abused children as well as adults. Watching adults get abused in no way made it a safe place for children or made me feel safe . The type of abuse was physical as well as emotional and it has seriously affected lots of people
I believe that if our brothers and sisters who were in that hellhole maintain a sense of decorum and realize that bad lunatic crap that went on in there was not their fault ,let go of the guilt and be witnesses to and for each other that the truth about elan will be taken seriously.
After all there are alot of our brothers and sisters (in my opinion) that roam the earth as emotional cripples due to what happened to them at elan and even worse there are people dead in my opinion for just having come in contact with this place (elan).
Sorry I just hope this makes sense
Matt
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Almost 5 years ago this is what was happening and changes were made, I do agree w/ Matt and everybody here Elan
did do a lot of damage to all of us to some degree or another. I know all the Elan ppl here know exactly what This
Thread "Demolition" is talking about and what Antigen was trying to accomplish. If we could just read the posts and
witness what Elan folks where doing to one another, I think we would get it.
Sharon, thank you for the thread concerning "We left the Door open" that hit home alot and got me thinking that I am
going to have to become more willing then I even understand right now. Sharon I want to be willing, I want Elan
exposed....
I have spent alot of time here reading old posts especially Elans. I want to learn and keep moving forward, discard
what doesn't work and keep what does. I find that in these old posts there is inspiring testaments, opinions and
emotional maps to help me with my journey.
We are from Elan, "WE ARE NOT ELAN" I have to tell myself that sometimes, especially when I feel shame. This not my
fault. I don't separate my time there as resident then staff it all ran together and I never felt I was staff, just
another Co-ordinator.
.......Danny...... :shamrock: :shamrock: