Your words are easy to relate to. From my experience also, it seemed that the only people who were at Hyde and HONESTLY embraced the Hyde philosophy, were the ones who wanted to be controlled by it. These people probably felt that they were lost before they came to Hyde, because they had no self-intuition or assurance in themselves that they could make something of themselves on their own. When they came to Hyde they probably felt that they belonged there because people were telling them what to do, how to act, and they probably thought that they were getting some attention and guidance (in a very distorted way). Thank you for your post, and the best of luck to you and your family.