I cant believe that when i got on this website you guys only talk about whose fucking cabin was cleaner. I have been struggling for a long time to get a grip on reality and where I stand. The program only created more apathy towards life and more resentment towards my parents for being so fucking stupid. see when i went to samoa i realized that the program had its rules and ways to success, which was a piece of cake, right? well then i was transferred to montana to finish the program where things didnt change until i had to force myself to rebel so i could go hang out in isolation till i was eightteen because i was sick and tired of bullshitting myself. See i realized i couldnt live a lie anylonger It wasnt me to do whatever the staff wanted because i saw that the kids who gained trust with them had a say in how i was handled in the family so i started to rebel and do things to go to worksheet room and isolation but the crazy thing was that by rebeling my parents decided the program wasnt working anymore and i went home. I dont know if i articulated myself well there, but i needed to mention that for someone out there. :wave: My name is Ivan and the program screwed with my life and my drive to succeed in life. to any parent out there that is thinking about sending their kid to a program please write me on this website because i know how to help.