this is a bit embarrassing :eek: and that's why I am asking on here and whatever mean things you say I've already said to myself!! :waaaa: while in the program I wasn't having it that easy and I was in there for self injury already but nothing that bad. i was supposed to shave my legs i broke the razor and cut the word bitch into my stomach. :wall: i regret it now because fast forward to when i get with a guy and he pulls up my shirt and there is a scar that says bitch on me. at first they get a confused look but within a few seconds figure it out and their face drops :heartbreak: and its never the same after that. i cant afford to get it removed i just need some advice...... thanks for listening.