Barely surviving is more like it. Every time I visit this site, it all comes back. The true night mare miller and ruth gave me. I have done everything to escape his mental torture, but it doesn't leave me. Therapy,failed realationships, drugs, new carrers, You name it, I've tried. Reading Wes Fagens online seems to be the best description of kids i've found yet. So here we are, madder than all hell and mentally fucked up. What are we going to do about it. The staying strong and supporting each other stuff is great, but doesn't fix anything. Are any of us now crazy enough to do what we really truly desire to do. Isn't there really any civilizied way to end this.