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Offline starry-eyed pirate

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« on: October 18, 2005, 12:12:00 PM »
i was jus' postin over on "let it Bleed" ya know, when i started goin' off on jus' every fuckin' thing that str8 took from me.  And they fuckin' took everything.

i am reminded as i listen to Metallicas' "Ride the Lightning" of how heavily influenced i had been by that record jus' before i ended up on front row in springfield.  i am fuckin' pissed off that str8 took my music from me.  And that aint even it. They jus' FucKKin took every God Damn FuckKin' thing from me that they could.  Took all my fuckin' excellent heavy metal vinyl and such. i mean i was in the middle of livin' my own fuckin' life in my own way, and i wasn't hurtin' nobody.  Str8 took all my poetry which i had been writin' all my life up to the time i was put in str8.  i mean my personal fuckin' poetry that i had written to myself. i had a whole folder full of poems and songs 'n' such.  Not sayin it was good or bad artistically, jus' sayin' it was mine; art which i had done in part as a messege to my future self not to get lost and they took it away from me because they were and to this day remain afraid of me. St8 took my friends and family away from me.  They don' want me to find my way !!  WTF!!  They want to sabotage my life so i won' be able to speak the truth.  The only way they can even keep their illusion of power up and runnin is to keep the youth confused and reactionary.  Fuck Authority.  

Str8 is operated by criminals who have no respect for the autonomy of the individual.  They fear nature will take it's course.  The constitution is based on principles which exist regardless of whether or not a person is a minor or an adult!!

i mean they kidnapped me, held me against my will indefinately and tortured me.  Like they wanted to eliminate me from the world without havin' to physically kill me.  They are criminals to my eyes, but i have no faith in the so-called justice system.  Ever'tin' is a scam.  Fuck the Law!!  Justice is in the present.  Spiritual Anarchy!!

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[ This Message was edited by: starry-eyed pirate on 2005-10-18 09:21 ]
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If you would have justice in this world, then begin to see that a human being is not a means to some end.  People are not commodities.  When human beings are just to one another government becomes obsolete and real freedom is born; SPIRITUAL ANARCHY.

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« Reply #1 on: October 18, 2005, 02:35:00 PM »
my parents trashed over 350 vinyl LPs while I was in Straight.  I paid for all of them by mowing lawns or working a part-time job.  But by trashing my beloved possessions, they were teaching me responsibility, and like 85 Day Jerk says, I deserved to be there.

Besides, if I had gone back home and listened to Aerosmith or the Doors, I would have OD'd about five minutes later.  Thanks, Straight, for saving me from certain death by vinyl rock records.
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« Reply #2 on: October 18, 2005, 02:43:00 PM »
Much can be said on this subject for each of us but Bradbury is doing a pretty good job of holding the Sembler's feet to the fire.

I think in a few months as Bradbury continues on the offensive we can expect that the Sembler's will be held accountable for what they have done and their continued lies to cover it up.
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« Reply #3 on: October 18, 2005, 03:29:00 PM »
No, they won't. Not really. As in they're not going to lose their homes, their friends, their families and (what passes for) sanity as we did.

But this whole thing brings us one step closer to taking away their public influence and funding. Carry on, carry on!

We will make mistakes. Learning from them doesn't make us heros. It only gives us a passing grade on the evolutionary scale.
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« Reply #4 on: October 18, 2005, 04:51:00 PM »
I just had to add this, i am not sure why.
I listened to Sanitarium over and over for years after.
I have posted my little bit about the money spent, mental anguich etc. so i won't go over it again, however, I do hear that. I have finally started to acknowledge the impact taht place had on my life instead of continually trying to tell myself it was a good growth experience.
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« Reply #5 on: October 18, 2005, 07:30:00 PM »
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On 2005-10-18 10:18:00, Str8survivorVA wrote:

"Yea, it sucks they took our stuff ? I remember being really pissed they took all of my clothes, shoes, music, jewelry, everything.  

But those are just things.  I can replace things.  What really enrages me is they took our self-esteem.  They took our courage.  They took our capacity to experience love and happiness like others do. They took our IDENTITY.  I can?t even begin to imagine what the past 19 years would have been like without the constant fear, guilt, anxiety, depression, and self loathing that have permeated every facet of how I experience life.

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You are right on!!  Speak da Trut'!! "h"
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« Reply #6 on: October 18, 2005, 11:48:00 PM »
here pirate, i found an extra h for you.
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« Reply #7 on: October 19, 2005, 11:20:00 AM »
Yes.  Oh.  Well...uh...Thankyou i'll just put that right in the-re. like th-at.   :smile:  :grin:
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If you would have justice in this world, then begin to see that a human being is not a means to some end.  People are not commodities.  When human beings are just to one another government becomes obsolete and real freedom is born; SPIRITUAL ANARCHY.