After having been on 5th for way too long (year
total!) I didn't worry as much about things that I
would have before. Things that would have gone
"against my conscience" before. Like buying and
listening to punk albums. (uh oh, my PAST!) I read "A Clockwork Orange" on 5th when I would have been squeamish about it before. I started getting (at least I was TRYING to get) heavily political. Some of the music - like "Penis Envy" by Crass, stuff by the Dead Kennedys, and this weird sorta 'skinhead' band called the Nihilistics, was very anti-Gov't. (No I'm not and
never was a racist skinhead) Punk music (and yes,
other music too) kept me feeling like I still had a pulse in there. I figured if anyone got too weird about me enjoying criticizism of the gov't, then that just showed how FULL_OF_SHIT that they (and subsequently Straight) in fact was/were. At school, all I did was either sleep, try to improve my vocabulary (by going thru a pocket dictionary), or doodled. After I 7-stepped, I think, I remember going to an Anarchist library here in Baltimore and looking for anything interesting. I found out about a demonstration against Apartheid. I ended up going down to the embassy with complete strangers and picketing.
The best part was the ride to and from. Enlightening discussions in the car like the politics of Star Trek (having a black woman and asian that didn't act like stereotypes) and stuff like that...It wasn't too long before good ol' sex, drugs and rock n' roll found their way back into my life, for better or for worse. As far as politics go, I don't really have time for 'em anymore, but do appreciate a good, succinct update
now and again...peace out, thanks for reading. >>FR13
PS - Scott B., what's up? When did Dean blast me about punk music? I mean, what did the FAG say, anyway? (Hey, that felt kinda good, no offense to gays on this board)