Hey all, my first post ever. Really on anything like this. Been lurking for like 2 years. Scared to not be anonymous right now b/c I have a DEA license and am paranoid the wrong people could be watching.
In straight-sprinfield 1-6-87 to 12-15-88. 20 months on first phase. Three-time "copout"/full-time "pud" and "headgamer". Still doing that, meds help some. Had no idea how much pain i still have until like 4 days ago when i started reading this site and the straights.com. Going thru alot of hurt this week, remembering crazy shit.
Parents gave up and withdrew me after 2 years. Today I am a successful, yet neurotic professional, in a great marriage with three of the most beutiful puppies anyone has ever seen.
Bufus Gammons told my dad that I would be dead in a year after leaving.
BTW, i think that I'm in that pic on the fager website, back right after a copout.
Hey thanks for you all doing this. It feels so good that the people reading this understand. It has been impossible to explain this to anyone over the last 16 years.
Sorry to those who feel that anon-writers suck. Just can't do it right now but wanted to speak.