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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / what they did to me
« on: April 19, 2005, 04:14:00 PM »
You are a beautiful person, fka. Your words are poetic, heart breaking, and TRUE.

*And to the last post, NO, she's referring to the thought police aka The Straight STAFF monsters.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Went to dumb psych person
« on: April 19, 2005, 01:53:00 PM »
On 2005-04-19 10:11:00, THEA wrote:

"After working in the Mental Health Department I am here to tell you therapists are a joke.  Every counselor I worked with that had their Masters in Psychology could not even manage their own lives much less anyone else's.  If you really feel the need for professional help seek out someone who at least has their doctorate, and even then be wary.  Most of them didn't impress me much.  Psychiatrists are mainly pill pushers nowadays, they are not interested in helping you through any issues but they will gladly give you a pill to do it.  Psychologists are better, assuming you can actually find a good one.  you anyway.

So how does that make you feel?   :grin: "

I agree, psychologists are wankers - mental masturbaters. Psychiatrists however, if you get one who actually gives a rat's behind, can be a valuable tool. I know many of them are just pill pushes. Trust me, I've seen A LOT.

In the end, the answers you are looking for are already within

You're right about that one!

So how does that make you feel? :grin: "

I'm feeling pretty positive about that. :grin:  :wink:

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Went to dumb psych person
« on: April 19, 2005, 12:18:00 PM »
On 2005-04-19 00:06:00, Antigen wrote:

"I've had similar experience w/ shrinks. They scare hell out of me! Constantly trying to project or induce some exciting and highly unpleasant fantasy on prospective clients. I don't think they even know they're doing it.

One does not have to appeal to God to set the initial conditions for the creation of the universe, but if one does He would have to act through the laws of physics.
--Stephen Hawking, English scientist


There honestly are good ones out there, unfortunately it's like trying to find a needle in a haystack.

I think that a huge part of healing from these deep psychological and physical scars is understanding exactly what it was that they did do to use, for a purpose, and with every intention on knowledge of the outcome.

Were were puppets in their psycho-circus.


EST 1983
Salesmanship Club '84-'86
Straight, Inc. '86-'88

All that is necessary for the triumph of evil is that good men do nothing. ~ Edmund Burke

Thank you Steve Rock.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / ,
« on: April 14, 2005, 03:03:00 PM »
On 2005-04-14 11:31:00, fka wrote:

"(regarding spell check)

it's perfect the way it is. i would rather read someone's true voice.

I agree. It?s a personal story, not a news article.

Unfortunately, many ascribe one's credibility to their grammar, spelling, or intelligence level whether that be IQ equated or otherwise.

It?s a very real story, you can certainly feel it through her words.

Thanks again, Shanna.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / ,
« on: April 14, 2005, 02:28:00 PM »
On 2005-04-14 09:14:00, fka wrote:

"I agree, it is beautifully written, Shanna, and sad.

001010, I think I know what you mean about those voices of doubt. They used to haunt me a lot.

H.F., are you out there anywhere?"

Don't get me wrong, I know they're not the truth, but they (those so-called voices) are a form of PTSD that I think will always be in the background of my subconscious. They?re emotional responses triggered by traumatic memories. I know better than to give them any legitimacy.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / ,
« on: April 14, 2005, 10:21:00 AM »
I'm still crying from reading it. You did such an amazing job of explaining the program. I can never recount my experience with out becoming tongue-tied and light headed - confused. I have voices of doubt that tell me I'm not telling the truth or, "It wasn't as bad as I describe." Yet here I sit, partly frozen like I could stare into nothing for hours on end, and partly still a child, crying and alone.

After all this time, I'm convinced these episodes will simply always be a part of me.

My mind will never be the same.

Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Miller The Minister
« on: April 14, 2005, 10:06:00 AM »
It just continues to amaze me that people do this stuff in the name of "love and God." I want to understand, but I supposse that's just the way cults are?

For instance, a boy (15 years old) went through a WWASPS school. He was tortured daily for months. Torture that is beyond anything we saw in the Abu Ghraib photos, yet his abusers believe they were "helping him."

How does this happen?

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