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Mission Mountain School / ellen...very questionable
« on: May 19, 2005, 10:40:00 PM »
okay, maybe ellen turned out to be agood guy after all, but my memory of her is that she was very sick as well. she actually was the cause of a lot of my misery.  I have asthma, not so much any more, and even if my attacks were emtional, there is a simple fact, I couldn't fucking breathe. period. and when this happened, when I would think I was going to die because the damn lungs just couldn't suck anymore, I was screamed at and sworn at...while wondering if I was going to live, desperate for air, she was screaming that I was the cause of problems and to get my ass moving.  Sorry, I kind of dont' like the woman, and 94-96'ers, remember three hour exercise.  after that day, I couldn't physically step down stairs, my muscles were so trashed I had to scoot on my toosh or I would fall. and as we were increasingly more tired, we had to sprint hills in better times, doesn't make much sense. in fact, when three hour exercise was ever threatened, I was the only one that would burst into tears only because I knew I wouldn't be able to breathe and that would only get people in more trouble. god this hard! need to sign out....

Mission Mountain School / wow
« on: May 19, 2005, 10:31:00 PM »
oh wow, thank you kat for your personal response to my email, this is a very heated forum--and rightfully so.  MMS was powerful for everyone, whether good or bad, and being that I have been down both sides of the street, I understand.  I don't mean to say to some of you that because you don't believe it was abusive that means there's more to come. and for some of does mean that.  i am so happy for some of you that feel better as a result, and if you ever change your mind, I would never judge you because I was an mms "nazi" for many years after leaving.  and yes, some did have good experiences, we weren't all treated eqaually, and I know there were plenty that were happy as pie that they weren't me. but imagine being me...imagine being any of us that are haunted still. it is not much to ask for regulation.  teachers are licensed and regulated, doctors are, counselors are etc etc etc. so shouldn't people who deal with the tenderest and most vulnerable of our population be watched as well--and shouldn't they not be allowed to be getting filthy rich as a result. Anything good and pure and right does not bring about material wealth.  just a belief of mine and how i run my entire life.  If I have a gift that will improve humanity, then by all means I will freely give it away...such a big problem in our world and money and power are so powerful that they delude even the smartest well-meaning people. can you tell I hate bush? :smile: Thank you women for being here...kat, I already love you

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