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« on: May 13, 2007, 07:47:55 AM »
On a different note... "who" I am amazed at your inability to realize the damage these facilities as a whole create. You claim they helped you and helped control your daughter. If your goal was to emotionaly break her and have her be reduced to a sniveling submissivie human being... then yes I would agree with you the program helped. But I gaurentee you who, if you ever had to spend even ONE day at a facility like PV or Tranquility Bay, or any of the other POW camps they try to pass off as treatment centers you would most likely snap. Because based on what I have seen of your writings you do not live in reality. At places like PV daydreaming is not an option... you can't pretend you are somewhere else when the reality is you are locked in a basement and sitting on a bed 22 hours a day, having to be told when to piss and being fed mass ammounts of theraputic bullshit... Being used as a free sorce of labor when buildings on the grounds needed repair. Your hardwired brain would sizzle and you would most likely would have been restrained and quite possibly jacked up with thorazine. What you did to your child was unacceptable, and as far as I am concerned you owe her the world on a fucking platter. That girl deserves to be pampered and praised after the months of degrading treatment and emotionaly damaging "feedback" she recieved. I am not a suvivor "who" Iam a god damn, mother fuckin, hard as nails, crass and brass, warrior. I took everything PV threw at me and made one big joke of it... Because thst all it is... a joke, a sick joke to be sure but a joke all the same. Th eonly thing PV taught me is that I can do any thing I put my mind to. The only thing that makes me feel horrible about myself is the fact that my treatment brethren and sisters took it much more emotionaly then I did... And for that I feel guilty, that I was not as traumatized and that I don't have nightmares... I feel guilty that I can sleep at night and can look poeple dead in the eye when I talk to them. But thats just me, thats just because before PV ever got their hands on me I was traveling across the United states at the age of 12 by freight trains, because my whole mentality when they got their hands on me was live fast, die young, leave a pretty corpse. I'll never forget the first thing I ever said to Todd Roberts when he introduced himself, as if he was the shit simply because he was a head of a place that tortured teens.... "Eat shit and die" Was all I said to him. And thats all I say now to you. Eat shit and die you pompus, self rightious, conceited waste of genetic material. People like you are the reason there should be lincencing for having children. Any guy with a dick can have a kid, but it takes a man to be a true father.