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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Over the GW
« on: September 03, 2007, 08:37:48 AM »
Hey all.  My name is Jason Cox, I was in from 89 - 91. I currently live in Sarasota Florida.  I have been a Deputy Sheriff for the past 6years.  I am moving out of florida on Sept 12th to Illinois.  This will end another chapter in my life.  I will never forget the Program, (the good or the bad).
  It would be nice if yall other lifers dropped me an email from time to time.
  If you remember me please say hi...............
  Jay.
email---------    
lawmann1886@yaho.com.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / mandy
« on: July 05, 2007, 11:30:23 PM »
She was really sweet.  she got hold of some bad acid in sc that messed her up permanently.  she use to trip out on squeaky door hinges and stuff.
jason c 89-91

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / mish
« on: June 07, 2007, 09:11:19 PM »
Spoken like a true staff member there Mish.
  What I dont understand, is the intolerance by some of you, for those who need to vent.  Some dont believe there was abuse others say there was.  Some had good experiences, for others it was a living nightmare.  
  Yes it has been along time for alot of us (89-91 myself) most of us are in our late 20's to our late 30's maybe early 40's.  Is there a time frame on healing?  Post tramatic stress disorder is something people sometimes live with their entire lives.
  I myself fell victim to the abuse by other teens on staff, and then later did abusing when I moved up the phases and eventually to Jr staff.  Nothing sexual, but I remember forcefully restraining others, and being restrained myself.  I remember the room in the back of group, where kids would sit to sort through your clothes, in front of the exit doors. And being locked in there for days at a time, for looking at the female's side.  I remember sitting in hard wooden pues for 10 to 14 hours a day motivating till my arms went dumb.  Watching some nut job Tony piss him self because they would not let him go to the bathroom. I could go on and on, but I need to make a point.
  I am here to tell you sh*t did happen, whether some of you did not witness it, or just refuse to remember I dont really give a F*ck.  Just the same all of us that went through the program, no matter what is was called life, straight, growing together etc.  That gives us something in common, a bond, that others will never understand ever.  
  Some of you have grown, maybe worked through you feelings, others sometimes are not equipt with that ability.  We need to be accept their veiws and their ways of dealing with it.  If you cant handle the b*tch sessions then dont come back.  There is alot of positve stuff on here to, old friends reuniting.
  I was very bitter for the loss of two years in my late teens, it took me along time to relize I cant change the past.  I still keep in touch with three other lifers that still live in Sarasota and are doing quite well.
  I myself am now a police officer, I make a contribution to society, give back what I took as a teen.  I feel good about life(living), but do I still think about the program, hell yes, that place was Mucked up!!!!!
  I made alot of friends though, and hope to make contact with more of you that was in from 89-91..........
  I am just trying to say, lets show a little compassion to those who have not adjusted so well.
  I am stepping down from the soap box know...............j

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / yvette c
« on: June 01, 2007, 12:47:07 PM »
She is actually in and out of jail, almost as much as another ex staffer donnie smith.........

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / craking skulls
« on: May 15, 2007, 11:58:55 PM »
Not a bad idea.  Anyone in the program when they installed the two way mirror in group room?  Anyone else remember being locked in a room in the back of group for a week at a time.
  If I won the lottery, I would buy the life building (house of lords now), level it, and then I dont know after that.  What kind of mickey mouse horse sh*t is it when you cant say cool, man, or dude.  That place should be leveled.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Growing Together
« on: April 24, 2007, 03:48:15 PM »
Yes basketball it did. I believe in 2005, I was not there, but I know other lifers that were. ::hatter::  ::hatter::  ::hatter::

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / Bump!
« on: April 24, 2007, 03:39:03 PM »
Basketball, Im not sure what you mean.....I did see kids mess their pants and flap their arms

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / over the gw
« on: April 21, 2007, 02:37:27 PM »
Hi my name is Jason C.  I was in the program from 89 to 90 so alot of time has passed.  I have actualy over the years somehow made the memories of life good ones in my head.  I looked up Over the gw and watched the trailer on utube
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JLy7z-2tbAA
I became physicaly ill.  It was like going back in time and reliving the abuse that I experienced first hand by staff (nothing but other brainwashed teenagers).  Dont get me wrong, I made good friends who I will always have a bond with, we all share the bond, of experiencing something others know nothing about.  I encourage those of you who have forgotten the truth and want to remain clueless, dont watch the clip.  For those of you who want to remember, prepare yourself, you will be transported back to open meeting and group in a matter of seconds.
PEACE.............REZBOY71

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / old friends
« on: March 12, 2007, 07:19:01 AM »
Well, im sorry you are so bitter, I was to for a very long time.  I do understand, I remember gettin the snot kicked out of me by so called, staff members.  I remember having to lie and make up stories, just to get to the next phase, but as I stated before, I made some good friends.
   Did you have any experiences that were positive?  Did you not make any friends?
  As for acting like a child, sometimes it is nice to step away from the norm, and reconnect with old friends, and just let your hair down.
  I have ajusted quite well, I am actually a fairly successful adult.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / reunion 2007?
« on: March 12, 2007, 07:09:53 AM »
I am sure you were abused, as was I, but I made some life long friends.
  Yes Mrs. Pete was a loon.  I post the quote, to make people laugh, kinda like remembering how we were made to motivate flappin our arms.  My right elbow is screwed up to this day, it pops now.

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / reunion 2007?
« on: March 11, 2007, 09:30:07 PM »
Any one up for a reunion, or just a get together?  I would love to hear from other lifers.

Jason, lifer 89/90
My email is lawmann1886@yahoo.com

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Straight, Inc. and Derivatives / old friends
« on: March 10, 2007, 10:28:26 AM »
Been spending time with an old lifer friend from 89/90, and it is like being a teen again.
  "G" thank you for everything you have done for me lately.  I loved you then and I love you now.  I just wanted to say thanks. JC

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